life

nothing much happened during the week, except for caroline's birthday at debz place. its was a nice small one, with the booze without the food. got a digital camera for caroline, and i am sure we'll more pics of her posted on her blog and friendster soon. *sigh* feeling hungry now. been working the morning shift, and its been really busy week and its not even the mid-week yet. another two more days, and i'm off again, then one full week to go before i leave this company. well, there will be a few tears shed as i did enjoy my time here; gonna miss them.

starting to feel more depressed these days, not sure why, maybe i'm having some mid-mid-life crisis. can't really relate to the younger ones as i used to do. yea, i may be young at heart as always, but most of the time, i do feel like a big loser, with no career and future. come forty, i'll still be single and be a butt of jokes of everybody. everybody wants me as friend and nothing more than that. no girl in her right mind would date me, let alone marry me. i'm the kinda guy that people will call when no one else is free, or when times are bad. like a friend of mine calls them, 'fair weathered friends'. maybe, it just me that i can't relate to anyone at the moment. no one really understands me,....i don't understand myself even. i hope its just phase i am going thru and things will look good next month and i hope the toothache will bloody go away.

well, life sucks at the moment and there's nothing good to shout about! except that liverpool is in the lead at the moment in the champions league match, against real betis!

yes, liverpool wins yet again! final score 2-1.