don't love you no more (i'm sorry)

not sure of anything anymore...feel like i have been used, taken for granted and chucked aside...only to be reused when you need some company. stay up last night thinking of you, wondering how wld it be if i had you beside me... but the magic moments that we shared i'm afraid won't be there for me to experience again. i have told myself ytd that i would walk away and never look back again but i just had to call u today, only to realise that you will be spending the night with him. guess there's no looking back now, everything just gone out in smoke. i had my chances and i've wasted it. it's like the latest craig david's song, 'don't love you no more (i'm sorry)'. gonna walk this journey alone....to find myself again. i start a new chapter in my life next week. hope it will bring me new possiblities, and opportunities. and hopefully, i'll be able to meet someone.

anyways, was with jennifer, hatsuee and chris after choir. hatsuee was talking abt her trip with her two 'soul' sisters, sarah & jo-n. and u know if u put the three together, they are never short of fun. anyways, while hatsuee was talking abt her trip, jen brought up that the choir (new & old) shld have a 'road trip' one day to jb at least and she wanted something, like in oct. so we have planned it on a sunday, the possible dates are 9-16-23-30 Oct, an email blast will be send out soon with the intinary. it's gonna be fun i guess. gettting away from everything and having a blast. might be planning another trip in dec for i heard from fiz that art n sophie are also planning for a trip to kl during the dec month. prob over a weekend... will see how that goes. prob can do christmas shopping there. :p hmmmm........christmas is exactly three moths away. so you better watch you! you better not cry! santa claus is coming to town to make you spend, spend, spend n boast the economy! hahahaha..... here is a tip on how to beat the mad rush during christmas - start shopping now. talking about shopping, i guess i gotta start shopping soon for new clothes. save up some money also and get some stuff from ikea, and transform my room into something that i've always wanted. but first i gotta get rid of two cupboards that my brothers have left behind. one is a built one that will have to be demolished, the other is a big four door cupboard. prob sell that away and get something smaller. any takers? this all will happen before christmas i guess, once its done, i'll invite you to my 'crib'. till then, i'll go window shopping first.