messed up

a friend asked me today, will i be faithful? i said yes but deep down i noe i can't be. i've been single all my life and broken-hearted the other half of it. so why do i want to be tied down now when i've already lost out on those years searching for true love which never happened.

'she smiled the other way, and i knew i lost her that very day'. ®

and soon after the hurt is gone, i've given up ... writing poems, love letters, buying cards for ocassions n with no ocassions, gifts & presents, and all that jazz. it was a waste of time management and money. it doesn't pay to be a good guy, you only get fucked in the end.

'its better to be burned in hell, than to fade away'

Living The Dream

just watched Goal II and i must it is better than the first one (Goal). After gaining experience with the football club Newcastle United, Santiago Munez gets a huge break when he's transferred to Real Madrid to play in the UEFA European Champions League alongside David Beckham, Zinedine Zidane, Raul, Guti and Iker Casillas. As Santiago basks in the glory, acclaim and money, he discovers the ugly face of success – one that threatens to destroy everything he’s worked for and everyone he loves...

if you have not caught it, i suggest you should cause Goal III is in production and its due to be release in the summer of 2008.

anyways, love the soundtrack from Goal II especially Feeling The Moment by Feeder. the song really rock and it made miss someone that i don't really know; or maybe it was the movie and how it ended with this song. well, go and watch the movie n u'll know.

Dinner & Dance 07 @ Swiss Hotel

my beautiful & sweet sister, lina.

ever adorable xin lan

my bro @ work, andy

my partner in crime, jenny

Happy 3 Friends :p

I was having a slight fever on that but 'the show must go on', just like Kumar said. He was invited and he certainly brought the house down. The prizes were amazing but we didn't get any except for a consolation prize which needs to be collected on Monday @ office... not sure what it is. Overall we all had fun as we clicking away after the whole function. I have uploaded some on facebook, will upload the rest later. When I first joined the company, the older ones told me that its not the job but the colleagues that made them stay and i totally agree with them now. Never have i had such a bonding my collleagues before, even when i was @ citibank; we are more like a family here and i won't give it up for anything!!

How to Treat a Rude Customer

An award should go to the gate attendant at Luqa airport. A crowded Malta-London flight was cancelled. She was the lone attendant in charge of re-booking a long line of inconvenienced travelers. Suddenly an angry passenger pushed his way to the desk. He slapped his ticket down on the counter and said, 'I HAVE to be on this flight and it HAS to be FIRST CLASS'.

The attendant replied, 'I'm sorry sir. I'll be happy to try to help you, butI've got to help these people first and I'm sure we'll be able to work something out.'

The passenger was unimpressed. He asked loudly, so that the passengers behind him could hear, 'DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHO I AM?'

Without hesitating, the attendant smiled and grabbed her public address microphone: 'May I have your attention please? May I have your attention please?' she began. With her voice being heard clearly throughout theterminal, she said, 'We have a passenger here at Gate 14 WHO DOES NOT KNOW WHO HE IS. If anyone can help him find his identity, please come to Gate 14.'

With the folks behind him in line laughing hysterically, the man glared at the attendant, gritted his teeth and said, 'F... You!' Without flinching, she smiled and said, 'I'm sorry, sir, but you'll have to get in line for that too.'

yelling' at the x'mas crowd

another week closer to x'mas. :)

this is so me!!

Temperament
Flexible

Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

Interests
Simple

You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

Amusement
Thoughtful

You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet

Passion
Emotional

For you passion is less about romance and sex - it's more about friendship and family. Strong emotional bonds and connections are your passion and your pleasure. You always let your loved ones know how much you love, respect and admire them. You do this through kind words, loving actions and simple gestures. You count your blessings each day and express your love openly. You expect the same from others

courtesy of facebook

more pics of Terminal 3

Changi Airport Terminal 3

we came

we saw

we conquered

Changi Airport Terminal 3

how was ur day?

thanks to everyone who had showed their love and understanding. i am fine, just going thru a phase in life.

right now i am bored with nothing much to do.... thinking of visting the new T3 this saturday with my 'crazy but tame' bunch of colleagues.. that means i would be missing choir but then again, i am not really attached to it as i once was, the drive is no longer there. hence i might just step down & let my young padawan take over me. yes, she'll do a good job with melly's guidance. hehe..

still in the office, waiting my right hand man to finish his work and its 8:30pm... well the longest i've ever worked before was 8.30am to 3.00am and i crashed at my colleague's place. that was crazy, fresh into the working world and wasn't sure of anything. now... i'm still in office but it wont take till 3am ... i think?? *looks at his right hand man who is still deep in his work*

its.. 8:55pm and yes, i am outta here!!

fear

guess i'm having the middle-aged syndrome, i will be pushing 40 in less than 2yrs and its very hard to imagine. its feels like i am just turning 30 but my internal systems keeps me in check of my rightful age; and it is slowly turning against me... sigh. little by little the fortress i built ard me is slowly breaking down as fear grip me once again. feel the need to withdraw from everyone to find myself again. deep down i am scared of the future like everybody else and i'm alone.

it's november

back!!
ytd was fun but tiring... went to work and after which went to a colleague's place for hari raya. later went to attend my sista's engagement ytd.. she looked like an angel... the whole thing was really beautiful... but too bad we couldn't stay till the end.. waited for a cab close to an hour.... which really pissed me off.. alas we got one... went to gv plaza but there was nothing much to watch ... went down to cathay to catch 'game plan'... and 'the rock' rocks in this movie... it was really funny & heartwarming... after the movie, we were supposed to proceed to steamboat but one of us had to go back... so we settled for a nearby kopitiam instead... think the indian stall overcharged me ... two cheese nanns & the chicken curry cost me $9.50 and one cheese nann cost $2.50, so do the math... someday, i am going to curry them.. watever that means... well, here are some pictures....

disclaimer

all pictures were taken by my nokia 5300, so pardon the unprofessionalism. will update the proper pictures when i get them. :)

my saturday

@ alia's place with my colleagues

andy & lina

@ my sista engagement

the golden village membership card :p

our gv membership card

yes we were bored.. :p

more pictures

xin lan & me

xin lan & me ... again

jenny & me

jenny & me.. again

andy & jenny

more pictures

xin lan & jenny

xin lan & jenny.... again

andy, xin lan & jenny

rick & me

tired

so much to blog but am tired.. will update tmr..