Sunday, July 31, 2005

sunday bloody sunday - U2

"pimpin' all over the world', i love this song, a nice beat and its just a happy song that never fails to out a smile on my face. ladies and gentlemen, as we ride out...hahahaha.well, its a sunday and tmr its back to work, sigh! gonna work for eight days straight and be off on the 9 and 10, then work for 4 days only and off for two days. i am not sure why but i am so looking foward to national day. i guess that in jurong, where i work, right beside the mrt stn, its just bustling with activites. although they have in yishun too, but i am not sure why the one in jurong gives me the vibes. anyone for shopping??? hee hee

hmmmm....has the 7th month started? its smoky outside, guess they have started to burn the incense. i wanna catch the maid, it seems to be scary and to have it during the 7th month adds the thrill to it! its also a local production, so expect to see familiar places that will make u rethink of your usual route home. hee hee.. sigh, i gotta clean the house, to be specific, the toilet! which i hope, they won't come out with a horror movie called, "the toilet", think twice before u take a crap!...

edited @ 2130hrs...
went to watch fantastic four with julia today at gv yishun....ms alba is so hot and i wish i could just flame on, ahem....i mean...be the human torch! hahaha.....after the show, we hanged out at the fair beside the mrt, i bought a a bag and shades. julia on the other hand had a field time buying five warpers @ 5 cts each and 10 stickers at a $1. hmmmm...sounds like linkin park on the radio, a new song? well, sometimes, i feel that music is like a soundtrack to our life. a certain music will take u back into time, to that special moment and person or it might just remind you of a love lost....which is usally my case. julia made a comment as she was going thru the bag to check if there's any holes and if all the zips are working, that i need a girlfriend. of which i totally agree, i woke up this morning abt 3am feeling hungry, saw a pack of maggie noodles, but i couldnt find the right pan or watsoever to cook in. wanted to wake my sis to ask her which pan she normally cooks it in but gave up the idea and went back to sleep hungry. anyways, i bought this three in one hot chocolate today, just in case.

wanted to meet up with fiza today but it kept going to and fro, and in the end i decided to meet hr next thursday. apparently, her cuz is still in town due to some complications to her flight and she will be leaving in two weeks time. so she asked me to come up with a plan to convince her cuz to come....n knowing me, i am very bad at palnning, so i postponed it to thursday... and i guess i pissed her off. sigh... :( about the poems i wrote, well, i guess i was hoping for something that will never happen....you know how in the movies where the guy never gives up loving the gal and goes all out, well, i guess it never happens in real life! skydiving was an option for me then but i guess there is no point at all. just lead life wherever it takes me....stay on a low profile and just fade away...btw the poems were not for fiza, but for someone else.....hence the story of my life!

Saturday, July 30, 2005

the time of the month...sigh

sigh, supposed to go out with fiza later today but i am dead broke. furthermore, michelle and marilyn will be going to OBar tonight and have ask me along, but i am dead broke! like mel put it, guys too have that time of the month and we hate it when it happens. its sucks when the end of the month is on a sunday. well, gonna make up for it next week with dinner for fiza. planning to go out on the 10th also and have booked her for womad already :) but of course she has informed me that it is subjected to changes. its gonna be one month since i have met her and i have not gone out with her, *hits my head* whats wrong with me? well, hopefully she can make it next week! I will keep the blog updated but of course i am going to leave out all the juices details. hahahaha...

Coco Latte 12 or 13 August 2005 --- >> who is game!

Friday, July 29, 2005

missing u

"here i am, thinking of you, wishing that you were here with me...its not like us, its not like me, to be so in love wit you......its like a dream that i wished never to wake up from coz in my dream i have you in my arms n we're dancing to the slow music the dj's playing! your long brown hair and beautiful eyes, i wished we could disappear into another place and time. here i am thinking of you wishing that u were right next to me!"

my space

"was thinking of you today, and how much i am in love with you but i guess i have to wait for you. was listening to class 95 and i really wished that i was with you now...like you said before it all felt so right! i closed my eyes and i see ur smile and ur beautiful eyes...made a silent prayer to god that we will be together one day. and i will be the most happiest guy in the world to have you. like the song goes...u're beautiful!! :) " hahaha, she is someone u guys don't know. one day if it is god's will, we will be together till the end. however, i had a vision that she was walking down the aisle looking so beautiful but from where i saw myself, i wasn't the one waiting at the altar. well, lets see how things go. if its meant to be, then its meant to be. :)

well, been listening alot to the radio and i tell ya, the songs on 98.7FM rocks! they are more playing a fair share of hip hop and r&b, local music and a blast from the past! talking about local music, have u guys heard daphne khoo's song on air. well, although she sometimes sounds as if she swallowing her words, i love that song. when i heard it the first time on 987 Home, it blew me away. not sure why it brought tears to me eyes though, maybe i am happy that she is getting some recognition and geting more airplay now. way to go daphne khoo, a platform for other inspiring locals. This morning Marion Raven was on air and this gal can sing, i tell ya! she did an acoustic version of her hit song and she rock! she is having a showcase at Bar None today! Other acts coming our way are Slipknot, The Bravery, The Black Eyed Peas, Bon Jovi and lots more...btw bon jovi is releasing a new album, "have a nice day" due Sept 2005. Check out this babes, Cori Yarkin / DJ HeavyGrinder / Kaila and Collete Trudeau, tis gal rocks! Cool things u can find on www.myspace.com , you can also find Bon Jovi, Kanya West, The Black Eyed Peas, Coldplay, John Legend, U2, Stereophonics and lots more. Oh yes, check out this band, Grieving for Grace, a cross between the goo goo dolls and jars of clay! Cherry Monroe is gonna share the stage with Bowling for Soup. I think Coldplay is gonna be the next big thing eversince U2. so u guys are wondering, hmmmmm, is there any local music on my space? well, there is, watchmen, pug jelly, n sonar among the few. Have fun viewing the rest....

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

leap of faith

a friend's testimonail to his girl of 4 years. the reason i'm posting it here is becoz i think this is most sweetest thing a guy can say to his gal...kinda deep but straight from the heart.

Why do people fall in love?
What makes people stupid to take the risk
to be hurt with all the pains that a
relationship brings? The responsibility
attached in entering a relationship is not
something small.Falling in love can be a
pain in the neck. You need to sms your
girlfriend once in while to check how she
is doing. You need to spend "quality"
time together, you need to know her
needs, and sometimes put yours
aside...You even need to do stupid
things,losing your dignity in the process.
When youre in love, you need to say
sorry, forgetting your big pride which not
even your parents can put down... With
all these sacrifices, why did I still fall in
love?I started looking back four and a
half years ago, the time where
I "fell"...Entering this relationship was
not because I chose it. It was not a
decision where i asked myself Should I
fall in love? When we fall, we do not
weigh the responsibilities that will be
added to us. We just take that leap of
faith, and hope to God everything goes
well. We fall in love because we feel
it.Despite all the hardships and
sacrifices that it has brought me, I still
choose to continue because I know that
I am happy with you. Knowing that I
have you is one of the reasons which
keeps my heart beating.When you are
with me, I am simply happy. A special
kind of happiness knowing that the
feeling we have is mutual, shared and
expressed. It is the magic that keeps us
going on, the strength that makes us
fight when everything falls down, It is a
feeling that cannot be found elsewhere.
So why did I fall in love with you? I still
don't know. But what I do know is... that
I am still falling every day....
Deeper and deeper in love with you.
-arvin-
(copyrighted 2005)

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Music Thing

Cool cheap transparent guitars

Love Is Music is an eBay store selling great-looking plexiglass guitars. They do a Strat, a Les Paul and a mini Flying V for $110 to $160. I'm not completely sure that gold hardware and plexiglass go together, and they don't have the built-in amp that this one had, but they're still ace.

a long week

all the small things..........blink 182 rocking the airwaves!!! cant wait for the weekend...wait a min, just realised that i will be working this weekend. i will be working eight days straight this week....*looks at my schedule again*...wait a min, i will be off this weekend!! its the following week that i'm gonna work eight days straight then be off on the 9 & 10th! yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! anyone for clubbing next month?? ;p

Monday, July 25, 2005

my blog is acting strange

for those who couldn't see my blog previously, welcome back!


for all star wars fans, check this link out: Star Wars Fan Film Awards, it has some pretty cool stuff. My fav is the "Sith Apprentice". Other than the film awards, you can also download cool sounds like the lightsaber ignition, which i am currently using for my msn messenger when someone comes online. other sounds incld vader breathing, the falcon and tie fighter.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

love is dead, sex rules!

just when everything seem so right, turns out so wrong. there's no such thing as love anymore...love died a long time ago, now it's just sex!! just sleep with any girl that you fancy, but not be attached to her...coz there's a good chance that she's sleeping with someone else too. so u see its a cycle, no ones cares about love anymore, its more of whom am i gonna sleep tonight! so relax and make love while u can...with the recent bombings one will never know what will happened! so if any girls out there who reads this and want to have a discreet "watever u wanna call it" relationship, just hit me back! I am willing to learn new stuffs! :p

Friday, July 22, 2005

guess who's back!


after being down for almost a month, i am bacccccckkkkkkkkkkkkk!! never felt happier than before. i guess when i was really down during that period of time; it affected me, work, which in turn affected my colleagues and friends. to all those that i've hurt in one way or another, i am sorry. i was going through an emotional period...but now i am back and everything seems bright and cherry!! even when i was talking to this student today at work, she was asking me how come i was so happy today. she one of the frequent students who call and she also noticed the diff. hahahaha.............

i was thinking today, my job really cool coz how often you do get to call or speak to someone in Grenada, Greece, Cayman Islands, Papua New Guinea, Iran or Cape Town. You will be surpise how clear the reception is and how easy it is to communicate. My most memorable was with Greece, where i spoke to this professor from some uni...he sounded so funny. I have powerful friends overseas......hahahahaha, just joking! come to think of it, somebody in Grenada or Papua New Guinea knows my name...how cool is that! :)

Okie Okie folks, drum rolls please.........................i am gonna be an uncle again. Yes...my second brother's wife is pregnant! hahaha....this is so cool, dont u think so... i hope its a boy. hahaha....the new inclusion to the family will make it twelve. mom, eldest & younger sis, bro & wife + gal & boy, bro & wife + gal + 1 new inclusion and me! when i settle down with someone and have a kid, it wld be fourteen. my fav number. big family yah...so dont mess with us. haha..now to find someone who want to settled down with me and have my baby..hee hee.

yes people, i have changed my liking to hip hop and rnb. influence from mary anne, take it up with her..hahaha. furthermore, the songs on the radio are like so cool. I totally dig the new one from craig david, and there two songs which are totally chill out...the first by kanya west with john mayor and the other song i'm still trying to get the artiste and title. whatsmore, u have frankie j, baby bash, nelly, and i tot i would never say this, mariah carey. Finally i dig, mariah carey! LOL and of course, the fresh prince himself, mr will smith, usher, bow wow/omarion and strangely but true i think gwen stefani's new song is 'cool'! oh yes, beside the r n hops, i dig coldplay. they are gonna be the next big thing since U2. yes, mark my words!! and of course i still dig U2!

what do you say to two cats making out in the carpark. he has been two timing you girl or is it the other way around??? hahaha.. i am gonna meet her tmr ( now u know why i am so happy ) but I am broke!!! sigh.... such is life. hahahah... we plan to just chill out tmr, so i guess i will tell her the truth and promise her a better time next week when its pay day! i guess clubbing the other day really killed me but it was worth coz i met her! :)

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Tribute - Rui Qi

I bought the new paper today, hoping to read up on the latest epl transfer and what not. but what i saw on the front page made me sad, "Girl, 4, falls 11 storeys to her death", the pic of the mother crying beside the baby girl, really made my heart wrenched. my heart goes out to the family and friends of Rui Qi.

What seems like another day, where the parents wld leave the gal in the care of the grandmother. what seems like another day, where the grandmother wld would have a quick breakfast at the coffeeshop while the little gal was fall asleep. What seemed like just another day for the crowd at the bus-stop. what seemed like another day
you and me, wasn't so for the wongs.

i guess the next time you say a prayer, remember Rui Qi and her families in your prayers, as well as Huang Na and her family.Two young lives taken with no reason. thank god for the things you have and not take things for granted.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

dreams

i'm dreaming of a white christmas! :)

picking up the pieces


i met someone recently, she has made me smile again
thru sms we are constantly in touch
throwing me off guard at times with trick questions
thru msn i found the answers through friends
wishing to meet up with her soon
thru sms we agreed on coffee sometime soon...and
clubbing again next month! hee hee

thanks guys for making it wonderful on friday!
lets do it again next month! :D

Sunday, July 17, 2005

missing you

I'm never gonna dance again,
Guilty feet have got no rhythm.
Though it's easy to pretend,
I know you're not a fool.
I should have no better than to cheat a friend,
And waste the chance that I'd been given.
So I'm never gonna dance again,
The way I danced with you....


wishing you there on friday

happy birthday!


This one is for you manda the panda!

here's how the story goes:
"andi wanted to surprise you with a dinner. initial plan was at top of a carpark near your place. the idea sounded good but lack of logistics. then caroline came into the pic and suggested rene place beside the swimming pool. the scenario, andi's gonna pretend that he has forgotten your b'day or give an excuse that he can't celebrate it with u. then i am supposed to come into the pic and 'rescue' you. keep you occupied while he prepare the stuffs and bring it to rene's place. then i'm supposed to tell u tat the choir is having a surpise for u at rene's place. at the entrance of the condo, u r supposed to blindfolded and brought in. then right there infront of u will be yr bf beside the table by the pool. a candlelight dinner for two. we're the helpers... if you have watched "the terminal" you will get the idea. so now u know why i was asking you out for yr b'day. LOL... unfortunately, the idea didnt work out as you have dinner with your family. so me and andi was like shit shit... thinking of alternatives dates... like friday but we got clubbing, so decided to have it on sat. but rene's place was unconfirmed, so alternative was church canteen. so everything was okie and set. then someone told me that the choir has been invited to the wedding dinner on sat. we totally gave up and surrendered! threw in the white flag!" (people you should thank - caroline, rene, mel and joanne p who agreed to help out.)

plan two....since we planned to go clubing, i wanted to surpise you on friday. sent email to everyone but i guess i confused everyone also! initial plan was phuture, then carol suggested obar as you love the place the last time u went there. so changed to obar! the first person that was so gung ho about it was dianna! she was so excited about it. so found out if we cld bring a cake in and age limits. cake was okie, but dianna who is a few months short of 18, was not okie. was thinking a way ard, called up a friend of mine and checked with her too...she said that the place is quite scrict. met debbie, who said the same thing, but will try to sneak her in. everything was going well. then on the day itself, you sms me that you couldnt make it....it was like the stock market crashing, i tell you. i messaged everybody this, "manda the panda is down with a tummy upset and might not make an appearance tonight. however, the show will still go on, please confim your attendance. btw, her diet physician is under investigation :p" like mel put it... after he received my message abt u not able to make it, he received a long list of ppl not being able to make it. even amanda yap who's b'day we wanted to celebrate also had a tummy upset. its was damn depressing... so since the number had gone down, i suggested to change the venue to coco latte! mel was on about it.
met up with joanne p for dinner, then receive carol's message to change venue back to obar as her cousin's friend still wants to go there. so venue changed back to obar! called carol and found out that we got a ride! got a call from debbie, who changed her mind and wanted to come...cool but there's gonna be five of us in the car, hmmmm?! bumped into andi who had a hair cut that he was proud of. so we sat down and planned to surprise you for a 'second time'. went ard looking for cakes, he wanted to get u the power rangers cake but we decided to look ard. saw the mango cake and spend ten minutes debating if we should get the big or small one. finally settled for the small one. andi brought the cake back home, while joanne and me went up to carol's place and debs came over. mel met us downstairs.

soon our ride came and it was a spacewagon... cool! on the way, carol's colleague, mazlan convinced amanda yap into coming. drove over to her place to pick her up, but had to wait for her for abt half an hr, the same time mazlan took to wait for his food which didnt came. went up to the drinks stall and they totally refused to serve me, man! waited a good ten mins to be served but they didnt bother at all even after i'd put my two cans there....went back and sit down leaving my two cans there, was so fustrated. after calming myself down, i went a second time, got served but only for awhile. behind me the drink lady shouted her orders of two coffees and she was quickly served. another one came in with another order and she was served too. i was totally forgotten again...luckily an extra helper came in and served me. finally amanda arrived and we were on way again. we took a slight detour to pick up rodney at hougang, then finally we were on our way with eight ppl in the car - mazlan, caroline, rodney, myself, joanne p, debbie, melvin and amanda. saw u guys at the entrance, it was a pleasant surprise to see grass there! went in and met amanda yap's friends. then all of the sudden the group just kept on increasing...i think they were like twenty of us there right??? went in and out making plans with andi over the phone and getting his eta. finally andi arrived and surprised you! :)"

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we left obar and headed to china black! when we reached there it was almost four, danced to some hip hop but it soon changed to trance. found out from sophie that its hip hop from 1 to 4. so we just sat there with trance music pumping. you could literally feel everything vibrating to the beat.soon all good things have to come to an end. walked down to newton circus for an early breakfast of mee goreng...hahahaha. came back home at 0800hrs, showered changed, went to church for the wedding. didnt stay for the reception, came back home at 1200hrs and slept, woke up at 1600hrs. went back to church again for mass. had dinner after mass and here i am at work! its 0315 hrs on a sunday morning. tis time ytd we were outside obar discussing our next route. oh yes, got to know fiza while stoning at china black! she had the impression that joanne was my gf! as the music was increase louder we communicated thru our hp and thats how i asked for her number! hahaha... she's sweet and pretty! :) okie here a list of ppl that came ytd and i would like them everybody for being there;
the gals:-
manda, mainey, grass, debster, carol, jo-n p, audrey han, amanda (caroline's cousin), sophie, fiza, karen (grass friend, and friends of friends.
the guys:-
mel, andi, mazlan, rodney, kenny, delvin, miguel, sophie's bf and his bro (forgot their names...oooops), andi's friend, and friends of friends.

thanks for everything!

total damage: $120.

Friday, July 15, 2005

mad monks..

went mad monks today wif mel...(more like ytd), for his friend's album launch. met my ex-citibank colleague, nicole, who is still looking good as ever. found out from her that veron and diana got married. hope to catch up with the rest of the jing bang again soon. the band, last transmission, comprises of 4 guys, 2 gals. the four guys - drummer, bass guitar, rythmn guitar, lead guitar and the gals - lead vocal and keyboard. they are good but as usual the vocals always gets drowned by everything else. u should have seen the soundman, he looked like someguy from a coffeeshop and he dress like that too. u should have seen the stress look on his face and half the time he was scratching is head. he looked like a guy who rather be at a karaoke pub belting out chinese songs than listening to some teenagers screaming their lungs out. the first band was like awesome...awesome because everything else drown the vocals. which apparently is the problem always, cause everybody want to be heard....in the end, it just become noise. but go and check out last transmission, they are good!!

so in the end all good things have to come to an end. we left mad monks before 2300hrs and headed home. yes, we even beat the midnight charge...went down to 848 and had supper with caroline. met up with caroline's bro for the first time when we under her block. finally left close to 0200 hrs... it was fun. :)

i was reading a friend's blog and what this friend wrote abt. Its like same shit, diff day. if the system does not change, it will all crumble soon but sometimes it not the system but the people. improvements have to be made but we can't bark down without improving within first. spiritual, disciple and atitude are the only improvements that one need but i guess once we are more spiritually inclined the rest will become naturally. But if we are to reject the idea thinking its far fetched than why are we sent to lead the blind when we ourselves are blind or are we just pretending not to be. its like a phrase that i have mentioned quite a while back .. i may be in church but i feel i'm away from church. you are not doing God a favour by coming to church every weekend belting out songs when ur heart and mind is somewhere else, but at the same time you're thinking that ur name is chop, sign and sealed in heaven. we are all to grow spiritually and by HIM all things will fall into place. HE has never failed us, but we all have failed HIM many times!

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

in order to succeed, we have to fall

its 0400hrs, what i am doing still up...only God knows. clubbing this friday, and maybe thursday with mel. its gonna be busy weekend for me which starts off with clubbing on friday, a wedding on saturday morning, choir in the afternoon till the evening, off to work - midnight shift, (gets some sleep), confirmation mass on sunday afternoon, (get some sleep) midnight shift, (get some sleep) afternoon shift! i kinda excited that we're going clubbing on friday coz its been a long time since i clubbed. so if u have no plans this friday, hits the clubs you might find us there :p

work has been okie so far except the fact that there is always a sucker to make ur life more 'interesting'. i kinda miss suriani who kinda miss her phone. well, we all do curse the person who eventually finds the phone and keeps it, so did my good friend here. she wish him/her to have a 'pleasant and meaningful' life. so all the best to the person who 'stole' my friend's phone. ;p

in order to succeed, we have to fall.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

high n dry

today i finally got an answer that have been constantly haunting my mind. although it has been said i was told before but maybe i just wanted to be sure. i don't feel that i have lost anything and i'm able to carry on with life.

clubbing this friday, a welcome change to my norm life. can't really remember the last time i really drank...so again this friday brings a welcome change to my normal boring life. maybe i'll meet someone, maybe i'll puke on someone. you will never know....i am thinking the last time i may be drinking was last new year or x'mas or was it debs place...cant remember.

gonna hit the sack now... good nite and peace out.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

You're Beautiful!

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Warped & Twisted

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Nobody

It's gone
What's gone? My mind?
Soul? No, I'm fine
Not really
Deep inside, something is missing
The love and tender kissing
She walked out herself
Now all I do is talk to myself
in the mirror, with my reflection
My heart is dead
Soon it will make a resurrection
Once the wounds heal
And I'm loved for real
A type of love I can feel
But nobody loves me
Nobody cares
Nobody loves me
That nobody is me
I can't love myself because no one does
I'm all alone and no longer what I once was
But the only thing that keeps me alive
Is knowing that the next day, it might all change
For the best
And that "nobody" becomes somebody
- Maze54

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Magic @ LIVE 8!!

its funny how those three magical words can really change things! I have not slept since doing the night shift ytd..... this is crazzzzzzzyyyy!! I think Perfect Ten has gone totally bonkers toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!! Come out with something original rather than copying from other radio stations. to the morning show crew, there's only one glen and rod show! to everybody else, you guys are just trying to hard and i guess this formula wont last for long. bringing back the 80's was something new, but you dont have to change everything... you could have just incorporated it into the regular schedule, man! just by listening to the radio we could tell what time is was...now its totally strange. markie mark if you're listening, if it aint broke, dont try to fix it.

Breaking News:

MAKUHARI, Japan - Bjork, Good Charlotte Kick Off Live !!!!
Musicians Bjork and Good Charlotte joined a handful of Japanese bands on Saturday, kicking off the Live 8 global music marathon intended to raise awareness of African poverty.
By ERIC TALMADGE, Associated Press Writer
16 minutes ago

TOKYO (Reuters) - Live 8 opens to rock world into helping the poor
What has been billed as the greatest music show ever kicked off in Tokyo on Saturday, as the first in a galaxy of rock stars took to the stage in a global event aimed at pushing world leaders to do more to help the poor
By David Dolan
1 hour, 23 minutes ago

NEW YORK - R&B Crooner Luther Vandross Dies at 54
Luther Vandross' style harkened back to a more genteel era of crooning, with songs that spoke to heartfelt emotions and gentle pillow talk rather than explicit sexuality.
By SAM DOLNICK, Associated Press Writer
2 hours, 31 minutes ago

work sucks but the phuture looks good.

today was suriani's last day....gonna miss her! i guess things aren't gonna be the same around here...i am thinking about leaving too, after what i heard wat dbs is offering. what i am doing now, i cld be earning alot more at other companies... with dbs i could easily earn almost twice what i am earning now. life is stressful there but from there's alot incentives and benefits over there...compared to us. the only thing we have that they don't is we have the privilage of using msn and surfing the net, something that i can't do if i do work there....but i wont miss much of it though.

found out that i'll be working next saturday afternoon, which made me real upset ytd. wanted so much to go clubbing next sat and all my plans really dash... unless...*looking at my schedule*..unless..we have it on 15th July. which also gives ppl more time and some ppl also wld get paid! hahahahaaaaaaa.....also we can go to phuture where the music rocks and i will be off! hahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... i will kill anybody who decides to change my off day. ok ok this is cool... phuture is shall be!

Its 0600hrs and i've got an hour more to go before i leave here...go home, sleep and be here for the afternoon shift again. life sucks!