Friday, September 30, 2005

of beast and poems

i've put a new link, 'cool stuffs'! this are stuffs written by my friends and i think it is worth the read. go and check it out and tell me wot u think of it.

on a diff note, work has been okie, a lot of things to learn and a lot of things i have not learned yet. hardly at my table most of the time, always running around to get things sign or collect reports. well, hope i'll be able to cope soon. on a bright note, i have a very big table and flat screen monitor. the working environment is just great, just like the stress level. hahaa... well, if u need to reach just message me. i'll only be online after work or weekends.

can't wait for the weekend, hopefully i get my cheque by then. chalet at east coast on sat, hope its gonna be great...wonder who else will be there. well, will only know when i am there..so have a great weekend!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

starting all over again

second day @ work, and its been busy from the moment i step in. i guess i came in at the right time, the financial year end closing; glad thats over. there's all more things to learn, and the job scope is so wide, i've hardly touched the surface yet....i think. well, the good thing is that the one i'm understudying is such a cutie, but she is leaving us to futher her studies, so i got till mid-oct to digest everything. then there's another sweet gal seated beside me, she's an intern who is on attachment, she is leaving end oct, pray and hope they will find a replacement for her, if not i've to take over her portfolio too, *sigh*. but other than that, its good to be back in a fast pace world where everything is a dateline, where even checking a sms is no longer a luxury, so i'll just reply to u guys during lunch. yes, finally having a proper lunch time although its not a fixed timing, so lunch can be at 2 pm too like today, as i was rushing some reports for my boss for her meeting later in the evening, so had lunch with her and her boss. good thign i wasn't bombarded with lots of questions. jsut ate my lunch quitely. ;p

still getting used to the nine to five working life again, been away from it for ten months but i guess nothing has changed; ppl still rush for an empty (feeder service) bus for a mere ten minutes ride. come on, before they can warm the side, it's their stop already; the bulk of them gets down before me. so i am still puzzled with all this rushing, is it just to get a seat or hoping that the bus will move out of the bus bay faster coz their late? beats me... well, things you can see in the neighbourhood. so, who are the people in your neighbourhood, in your neighbourhood, in your neighbourhood now... who are the people in your neighbourhood, the people that you meet each day, when you are walking down the street; so who are the people in your neighbourhood, the people that you meet each day....

Monday, September 26, 2005

a blog before i rest

a blog before i lay to rest my weary eyes...


someone made me smile today... it was great hearing from her after again a long while. we chatted and she really cracked me up and it was nice to know that i did put a smile on her face. will be hearing from her soon i guess. it's such a nice way to end a weekend, with a smile..dont u think!! to all my fellow bloggers and friends alike, hope u had a great weekend, but if u didnt, i guess it will be a great comfort to know that man united lost. hahahha... have a great week ahead! peace out!

Sunday, September 25, 2005

don't love you no more (i'm sorry)

not sure of anything anymore...feel like i have been used, taken for granted and chucked aside...only to be reused when you need some company. stay up last night thinking of you, wondering how wld it be if i had you beside me... but the magic moments that we shared i'm afraid won't be there for me to experience again. i have told myself ytd that i would walk away and never look back again but i just had to call u today, only to realise that you will be spending the night with him. guess there's no looking back now, everything just gone out in smoke. i had my chances and i've wasted it. it's like the latest craig david's song, 'don't love you no more (i'm sorry)'. gonna walk this journey alone....to find myself again. i start a new chapter in my life next week. hope it will bring me new possiblities, and opportunities. and hopefully, i'll be able to meet someone.

anyways, was with jennifer, hatsuee and chris after choir. hatsuee was talking abt her trip with her two 'soul' sisters, sarah & jo-n. and u know if u put the three together, they are never short of fun. anyways, while hatsuee was talking abt her trip, jen brought up that the choir (new & old) shld have a 'road trip' one day to jb at least and she wanted something, like in oct. so we have planned it on a sunday, the possible dates are 9-16-23-30 Oct, an email blast will be send out soon with the intinary. it's gonna be fun i guess. gettting away from everything and having a blast. might be planning another trip in dec for i heard from fiz that art n sophie are also planning for a trip to kl during the dec month. prob over a weekend... will see how that goes. prob can do christmas shopping there. :p hmmmm........christmas is exactly three moths away. so you better watch you! you better not cry! santa claus is coming to town to make you spend, spend, spend n boast the economy! hahahaha..... here is a tip on how to beat the mad rush during christmas - start shopping now. talking about shopping, i guess i gotta start shopping soon for new clothes. save up some money also and get some stuff from ikea, and transform my room into something that i've always wanted. but first i gotta get rid of two cupboards that my brothers have left behind. one is a built one that will have to be demolished, the other is a big four door cupboard. prob sell that away and get something smaller. any takers? this all will happen before christmas i guess, once its done, i'll invite you to my 'crib'. till then, i'll go window shopping first.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Rita’s strongest winds roar ashore




Strong Category 3 storm threatens to level Texas coastal oil towns



As Hurricane Rita approaches the coast, one of at least three fires rages in the historic Strand District of nightclubs, shops and restaurants in Galveston, Texas.
David J. Phillip / AP

forbes

was going thru the web and came across forbes: america's richest 400. these people have net worths of billions, in the running is william gates, net worth: $51 billion. what wld these people do with the money?? wonder if they would give away a million to me if i were to ask...hmmmmm. wonder how much do these people donate to the hurricane relief? it only states katrina hits the 400, but yet another article states billionaire opens their wallets. didnt know that oprah winfrey is a billionaire, wow...just by having a talk show?? where is letterman and jay leno then?? anyhow, i wonder if they would open their wallets to the roch foundation. money will be used to settle personal outstanding debts, an improved sound sytem in church, donate to s.c.s , renovate my room and invest! :) why scs? well, i grew up hanging out there, they kept us off the streets and bad companies but of course we still go around looking for fights. lol. ahhhhhh... those were the days of growing up in the seventies to the eighties in toa payoh. gang clashes were like an everyday affair in the seventies till the early eighties, but thats another story for another day.

Friday, September 23, 2005

last day...

an hour more to go before i outta here, and never coming back. yup, my last day at work, no more shifts and long hours. starting my new job on monday, wonder how's that gonna be. kinda looking forward to it but at the same time, having mix feelings about it. you know the whole sense of being afraid in a new environment and wondering if you are able to handle the stress, believe me there's gonna be a lots stress. but i guess its gonna be fun working with my ex-boss again, she rock! i remember when she told me when she hug me and told me she was leaving the company, i cried openly infront of my colleagues. she was like the best boss i have ever worked with and its gonna be my pleasure working with her again in a diff company that is. yea, i want her to pay back the tears i cried...hahahahahaha!! well, i can look forward to spending my evenings and weekends now. first stop will be mel's birthday next weekend @ east coast chalet.....not sure what to get for him yet. it's also gonna be dianna b'day on the 8th oct and my nephew b'day celebration this sunday. *sigh* $$..


okie, i'm outta here. wont be blogging as my home internet is down. so till next fri...

Rita changes course, may spare Houston area



Powerful hurricane roars toward Gulf Coast, but exact destination unclear



Houston Evacuees escape Hurricane Rita using Interstate 45. To speed the evacuation, the governor halted all southbound traffic into Houston and took the unprecedented step of opening all eight lanes to northbound traffic out of the city for 125 miles.

what if it was us...how will singapore react? probably a road rage will happen every two mins. also where are we to go? we do have bomb shelters but are they build to withstand hurricanes? if they are, why is houston evacuting the whole town? if we have too have to evacute, where would we go? malaysia? hahaha.. they will probably have to look into some old treaty first before they decide. another interesting fact from the net is the "national oceanic & atmospheric adminstration" or noaa.

"The emergence of new monster Hurricane Rita doesn’t rise to the level of a ‘top story’ on the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration’s home page, but visitors can find information on the storm if they know where to look"

"Despite seeing a four-fold increase in traffic in the weeks since Katrina slammed the Gulf Coast and with Rita threatening the region with fresh calamity, the top story Thursday on the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration’s Web site was the rescue of four dolphins washed into the Mississippi River by Hurricane Katrina. The storm topping NOAA’s National Hurricane Center Web site? Tropical Storm Philippe, a small system forecast to bypass the United States by more than 1,000 miles. "

"Flash back three weeks ago: As Katrina strengthened into a Category 5 monster and local and federal officials pleaded with Gulf Coast residents to take evacuation orders seriously, NOAA’s home page led with the story of how the agency’s historians had debunked a 142-year-old Civil War legend involving a cannon and a cat"

interesting isn't it, its like loggin to espn to see the results of last nights soccer match but getting american idol results instead. okie maybe thats too extreme but u get my drift.

hurricane experts predict years of more storms; atlantic in cycle of increased activity that may last 10-20 years. it also been said that katrina will not be last major hurricane to hit a vulnerable city.

"Mayfield predicted several more named tropical storms this year. The latest, Hurricane Rita, is the 17th named storm of the Atlantic hurricane season, which ends Nov. 1. Since record-keeping started in 1851, the record is 21 tropical storms, in 1933.

Mayfield also listed a number of cities and regions in addition to New Orleans he believes are “especially vulnerable” to damage from a major hurricane: Houston and Galveston, Texas; Tampa; southern Florida and the Florida Keys; New York City and Long Island; and New England.The center’s predictions on Katrina’s movements were more accurate than usual, but the storm grew more intense more quickly than expected as it moved through the Gulf of Mexico, he said. Three days before it made landfall on Aug. 29, computer models predicted it would hit near New Orleans."

another interesting read would be "Galveston and the ‘most horrible sights’ of 1900" In September 1900, a hurricane hit Galveston, Texas, killing more than 6,000 people. Sixty years later, Category 5 Hurricane Carla came ashore and caused more than $300 million in damage.

"The port city, then one of the wealthiest in America in terms of per capita income, lay in ruins; it would take decades to rebuild Galveston again although it never recovered its former glory. The remodeled Galveston would include a 7-mile, 17-foot foot seawall to protect against future storm surges.

More than 105 years later, the concrete barrier may be tested as the city on the tip of the Houston Channel anxiously awaits another ferocious blow. Hurricane Rita, measured as a Category 5 storm, is headed toward Galveston, located 40 miles southeast of Houston, and may hit as early as Saturday morning."

our prayers are with them, hope they ride this one out!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

boredphucks

its just one of those days where i feel all alone... guess that age is really catching up with me. going thru life crisis again, soon i'll be forty and still stuck with nowhere to go. used to think that there's gonna be something big for me, but i was a fool to believe that. now i am in no man's land, and an uncertain future awaits for me. tmr will be my last day here, after which a whole new world awaits me on monday. but who cares, no one i guess. even the big guy is not sure what to do with me, he is too busy creating storms over the gulf coast. one day he will get around me, and when he does, he'll probably claims what is his. oh well, u win some, you lose some. ( i am freaking bored ). it seems that amongst my friends, girls seems to swear more on their blogs than guys do. there's more swear words on girls blogs than guys blogs, or is it just me? i am freaking bored n i am freaking broke. yes, the dream if winning the top lottery prize cross my mind many times. i wld renovate my hse n esp my room, get a maid, so that my mom can finally relax. get my sis married off and out of the house; and when everything is done and covered, i'll finally settled down with someone close to my heart. a dream start with a dream, but it never happens but still dreams are good

Hurricane Rita now Category 5

Hurricane Rita now Category 5
With winds at 175 mph, storm could be worst ever to hit Texas

GALVESTON, Texas - Gaining strength with frightening speed, Hurricane Rita swirled toward the Gulf Coast a Category 5, 175-mph monster Wednesday as more than 1.3 million people in Texas and Louisiana were sent packing on orders from authorities who learned a bitter lesson from Katrina.

Galveston, low-lying parts of Corpus Christi and Houston, and mostly emptied-out New Orleans were under mandatory evacuation orders as Rita sideswiped the Florida Keys and began drawing energy with terrifying efficiency from the warm waters of the Gulf of Mexico.

Forecasters said Rita could be the most intense hurricane on record ever to hit Texas, and easily one of the most powerful ever to plow into the U.S. mainland. Category 5 is the highest on the scale, and only three Category 5 hurricanes are known to have hit the U.S. mainland — most recently, Andrew, which smashed South Florida in 1992.

The U.S. mainland has never been hit by both a Category 4 and a Category 5 in the same season. Katrina, at one point became a Category 5 storm, weakened slightly to a Category 4 hurricane just before coming ashore.

Government officials eager to show they had learned their lessons from the sluggish response to Katrina sent in hundreds of buses to evacuate the poor, moved out hospital and nursing home patients, dispatched truckloads of water, ice and ready-made meals, and put rescue and medical teams on standby. An Army general in Texas was told to be ready to assume control of a military task force in Rita’s wake.

“We hope and pray that Hurricane Rita will not be a devastating storm, but we got to be ready for the worst,” President Bush said in Washington.



Rita's path

Follow the progress of hurricanes past and present

coundown - 2 days

well, i was bored. nothing much happened today except work, work, work. another two more days and i'm outta here. i can still remember my first day here, and starting on my own on a weekend, wondering if i will be able to cope. wondering how things be, six months down the road. now ten months later, i can say that i have learned much since day one and i've proved myself. another two days more and i'll be leaving another good memory. till then, blog i will.

What Age Do You Act?

You Are 24 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What's" Your Power Color?

Your Power Color Is Indigo
At Your Highest:
You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.
At Your Lowest:
You require a lot of attention and praise.
In Love:
You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.
How You're Attractive:
You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.
Your Eternal Question:
"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Birthdate: February 14
With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.
You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it. You have a tendency to shirk responsibility.

Your Summer Ride is a Mustang Convertible

Your Summer Ride is a Mustang Convertible
You're out to experience the very best of summer.From the best beaches to the best tan, you want it all!

Your Hidden Talent

Your Hidden Talent
You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.And while this may not seem big, it can be.It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

respect the wind

First there was Hurricane Katrina, shortly after that Hurricane Ophelia followed although it didn't leave much impact as katrina. Now the gulf coast embraces for yet another hurricane, this time around its Hurricane Rita which forecasters predict will strengthen to category three when it reaches land. I believe Katrina was a category four hurricane, it was downgraded from a cat five. One can only imagine what wld have happened if was a cat five.

The interesting fact here is Hurricane Katrina which happened on late august was the No.12 hurricane of the year, Ophelia was No.16 and Rita is No.17. All the three hurricanes happened it a space of three weeks. acording to the hurricane centre, each year 21 common names are reserved for Atlantic Basin hurricanes, with the list arranged alphabetically and skipping certain letters. Rita is the 17th named storm in the Atlantic Basin this year. There are only four left. So what will officials do after tropical storm Wilma develops, assuming it does? Well, you might expect to see Hurricane Alpha to Omega, and including such names as Omicron and Upsilon.

You are able to track the hurricanes via this link, "Hurricane tracker".

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

new skin

another day, another skin. its 0400 hrs and i;m still up. next week onwards, i wont have the pleasure of staying up this late anymore. well, work for now starts in eleven hours which still gives me abt six to seven hrs of sleep... on a bright side of things, i finally am able to enjoy my weekend, starting this weekend. whatsmore, next weekend, there's a chalet/bbq. i am so looking forward to it... well, till then, i have to survive this week and next week. its gonna be quite scary, starting everything anew next week on my new job. good thing is i heard my ex-colleague is working there too, it will be good to catch up with him again. hope i'll be able to size up to my new boss expectations of me, i guess the pressure is all mine! well, will see how things go next week, for now, i guess i have to sleep...

Monday, September 19, 2005

blue monday

*sigh* in the end, it wasn't to be, the match ended in a goaless draw. which leaves liverpool, man u and chelsea still unbeaten in the premiership. can't wait for the match against chelsea infact; its gonna be a mid-week clash, sept 28. i wanna see liverpool end their winning streak.

its monday, hope its gonna be a good week!! had some interestingly weird dreams of late, the kind u know u dreamt but can't remember a thing of it, until it really happens!! the most weirdest deja vu i had was dreaming, a friend and i stumbled upon this castle and gave me this most creepy feeling. in 97, while we were in lourdes, france; for the world youth day, i stumbled upon the castle. everything was exactly the way that i dreamt it including my friend who was with me, tony! it was real freaky to be have dreamt of a place a thousand miles away... wats ur freakiest deja vu??

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Behind the Name!

check this site out : http://www.behindthename.com/



ROCH
Gender: Masculine
Usage: French
Extra Info: Related Names, Namesakes, Name Days
Options: Contribute Information, Add to List
French form of
ROCCO

epl action

the countdown begins, 6 days to my 'ord'. today will be the last time i'll be working on a sunday. sure looking forward to lazing around on a sunday, chilling with my friends or spending some time with someone. right now i'm in the office blasting my music to the rooftop for one last time on a sunday. maybe thats what keep the spirits away when i'm working nights. have been here for the past ten months and i have not encountered anything, who knows that i might encounter one today.....yea, be my devil angel tonight! wuahahahahaha.....

tonight's the big match, liverpool vs man united. can't wait for the looney guy to get a red card again tonight along with rudd! hahahaha....won't be surprised if alex keeps looney on the bench for today's game. everything points to a liverpool win tonight. one of the reason, why benitez rested some key players during the champions league win over real betis. so its gonna be a craker of a game but it will be good to see, park ji-sung playing in midfield for united. yes yes, we are asians after all. for those females fans out there, just a bit of information, hidetoshi nakata is now playing for bolton wanderers in the e.p.l. bolton plays away at man city tonight. one have to give credit to this team who is seven on the table and a mid-week uefa (2-1) win against lokomotive plovdiv (bulgaria)- their first european outing after 131 years wait. it will be interesting to see how far they will get. boro also registered a uefa cup win (2-0) against fc xanti (greek) but none can't say the same for everton who lost (5-1) away to dinamo bucuresti (romania). enuff said for a team who bragged so much last season that they should be the rightful owners of the champions league spot and not liverpool. where are you now?? wuahahahahaha...

well, its gonna be a fantastic game and liverpool is gonna win it tonight! next stop chelsea on sept 28th.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

someday i'll be saturday night!

its saturday and i'm feeling bored and empty. wish i had someone to spend my saturdays with. spend most of the morning not knowing what to do and now its two in the afternoon, gotta get ready for church. is this how its gonna be from next week onwards? not knowing what to do on a weekend... other than blogging, checking out 'my space' and surfing the web. thinking of who to call but realise that they might have got other plans. well, maybe, i should hit the gym from next weekend onwards. get myself back into shape for christmas and maybe i should stand some chance. for now though, i'll just be boring me and just fade into the background.

gonna spend the next five to six hours in church, yet i don't think my name is craved in heaven nor in santa's list. watever happened to santa anyways? he brings tidings and cheer only once a year, what happens to the rest of the eleven months? he eat pizzas, booze and enjoys the company of women? for kids below twenty-one, santa clause doesn't relate to santa. in yr world santa clause is still real, cause its stated in his clause. (watever!) come back when u're twenty-one. okie okie, santa has nothing to do with anything actually, just bored and filling up my blog. yes, x'mas is just three months away... have u been screwing around? i bet u have!! well, to make up for it, just get me a present!!! wauahahahahahahaaaa.... alright, i think better go before i make you feel dumb! :p enjoy ur weekend, whoever u maybe!

btw, hope u like the green day video, and the songs i've put up!

Friday, September 16, 2005

Misunderstood blue moon comes out tonight

nothing much to blog about actually...been busy at work the whole week, hardly had any life. well, a week more to go and i am back to ordinary working hours and weekends to enjoy. was on the phone with fiz just now, and she mentioned that sophie and her bf with their friends, are planning for a trip to malaysia this december. looks like i need this long deserved break. anyone wanna come along?? we could do our christmas shopping in malaysia. :p


during the week, fiz cousin needed someone to be the model for her and i asked joanne p on her behalf but joanne declined. so i asked rebekah and she accepted it. so i accompanied rebekah down to arab street, after searching for the plae for ten minutes, we found the place, a bridal shop along jln klapa. we were like half an hour late actually, coz our dear rebekah forgot that they change the time to five, but nonetheless, the cousin was cool about it and she went on to make up rebekha. there were another two more models and two other girls who have already started the make up class or watsoever. so i sat there not knowing what to do, it was close to six and the whole thing ends at eight. was playing with my handphone when fiz called, she was checking if everything was okie and all, and the sweet girl kept company for at least an hour. then i spend the next half an hr, sleeping uncomfortablely on the chair. woke up and saw rebekah almost done, she looked really beautiful all made up. went out got a drink for her and soon we were done. everybody liked her there, she warms to everybody easily. they compared her to a malaysian idol, jessica, coz of her resemblance. at the end of the day, rebekah made some earnings just being a model and she was so happy about it. they might be calling her back once her exams are over. in the event, i got to know rebekah a little better also.


well, tats about the only highlight of the week for me, sure hope the weekend is going to be better. yes, liverpool meets man u this sunday, and i am working in the afternoon, damn! well, lets see how things go!

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

life

nothing much happened during the week, except for caroline's birthday at debz place. its was a nice small one, with the booze without the food. got a digital camera for caroline, and i am sure we'll more pics of her posted on her blog and friendster soon. *sigh* feeling hungry now. been working the morning shift, and its been really busy week and its not even the mid-week yet. another two more days, and i'm off again, then one full week to go before i leave this company. well, there will be a few tears shed as i did enjoy my time here; gonna miss them.

starting to feel more depressed these days, not sure why, maybe i'm having some mid-mid-life crisis. can't really relate to the younger ones as i used to do. yea, i may be young at heart as always, but most of the time, i do feel like a big loser, with no career and future. come forty, i'll still be single and be a butt of jokes of everybody. everybody wants me as friend and nothing more than that. no girl in her right mind would date me, let alone marry me. i'm the kinda guy that people will call when no one else is free, or when times are bad. like a friend of mine calls them, 'fair weathered friends'. maybe, it just me that i can't relate to anyone at the moment. no one really understands me,....i don't understand myself even. i hope its just phase i am going thru and things will look good next month and i hope the toothache will bloody go away.

well, life sucks at the moment and there's nothing good to shout about! except that liverpool is in the lead at the moment in the champions league match, against real betis!

yes, liverpool wins yet again! final score 2-1.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

In Memory..


in memory of those who lost their life.

MYSTERY OBJECT CAUGHT ON TAPE MOMENTS AFTER SECOND TOWER HIT.

A flying mystery object was captured on video just moment after a second aircraft crashed into New York's World Trade Centre
Stills from a video taken by GAMMA PRESS USA -- showing the twin towers from an east angle -- clearly show an unknown object moving at a 90 degree angle to the second plane's flight path.
Was a military jet following the second plane? Is the object a radar-guided missile that was fired at the airliner -- but arrived seconds late? Is the object a post-event distortion by a GAMMA PRESS editor? Could the image be a giant piece of debris racing toward the horizon?
The mystery surrounding the video intensified in and out of official government over the weekend.
A close examination of the footage appears to first show the object flashed by sunlight -- above the left tower -- a full 10 seconds after impact of the second airliner. The mystery object quickly streaks across the the back of the right tower before swooping down at a rapid clip and out of the camera's frame.
The video featuring the mystery object has so far failed to catch the attention of the nation's main press.
It should be noted that no reports from countless bystanders or other video footage has backed up the GAMMA video, which is talked about here ....www.artbell.com or www.gpgwebdesign.com.au

dedicated to a special friend...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAROLINE!

THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL
YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP!

Saturday, September 10, 2005

do u still believe in the tooth fairy?

in the end, debs place didn't happened as most people weren't free. so i went to bed early as i had a long day today, only to wake up again at three plus in the morning. its half pass four now, and i gotta get ready for work in like half an hour. another two weeks more only, gotta hold on.

so its saturday, after two days being off, its back to work again, but thankfully, i am doing morning shift on the weekends. at least i get the day to myself, working the afternoon shifts during the weekend is such a lonely feeling. damn, my toothache is really getting to me, i wish it wld just go away and never return. guess i gotta give the dentist some satisfaction of pulling out my tooth sooner or later. might visit the dentist i went a long time back, it was at adelphi. she did such a fine job, extracted two tooth, did a filling in one and i didnt knew what was going on, before u know it, it was all over; but the injection was a b.m.f. one, man, not to mention the sewing up the place where my wisdom tooth was. oh well, hope they have not close shop or anything, shld ask my ex-colleagues if they're still around. do u still believe in the tooth fairy?

to the people who visits my blog via googles and msn search, i am not sure who are you. but thank you! its either you are a friend, a colleague or someone just trying to fault me, hmmmmmm? anyways, i hope i have entertained you so far, and sorry i have a such a boring life with nothing much to juicy to share about. so if u got any ideas on how shld i improve me blog, please leave a tag or a comment. leaving ur name as anonymous will not to be entertained. time check, 0500hrs - time to get ready for work.

EPL action tonight as liverpool takes on spurs, but what happens when two of my fav teams meet? liverpool is my top fav eversince i was kid, second is spurs. caroline's birthday is tmr, and a plan just surfaced; shld talk to my partners in crime about this! *evil laughter* see if it works! oh yes, spoke to fiz today! :)

Friday, September 09, 2005

breaking news

SINGAPORE : Police have confirmed that a woman's head was found in a bag behind Orchard MRT station at ground level on Friday, 9 Sep 2005.

The blue sports bag also contained the victim's arms and legs, wrapped in separate trash bags. The grisly discovery was made by a cleaner near Orchard MRT, between a mosaic wall and a park. Police were alerted to the gruesome find at 1.40pm.

News of the find spread fast and two units of anti-riot police were dispatched at 4pm to control a swelling crowd of onlookers. Details of the woman's race or age have not been released. ASP Siow Cheng Cheng, Police spokesman, said: "Police immediately cordoned off the surrounding area and conducted a search. We are presently working towards establishing the identity of the victim. The search for further remains and evidence is on-going."

This is the second body parts case in less than three months - a grim reminder of the June 16 case where the body parts of China national Liu Hong Mei were found in the Kallang River. - CNA/de

i was a total nerd...

listening to 'luis miguel - un te amo'

have not heard from you today, guess you might are busy with your new house and stuffs. hope we cld see each other more often once you have settled down in your new house and me, in my new job. hope things will look brighter next month. maybe it will work out, maybe it won't but i hope we won't go on our separate ways if it doesn't, i would still wish to have you as a friend.

to my young padawan - yes, u're 16 only. u got your whole life ahead of you so don't waste it by worrying about some dumbass who knows shit about love at this age. all they want to do is to get in your pants, after that is done, they come with some lame excuses of breaking up. i could up with lots of lame excuses but i guess you have heard it already. you have lots of time for guys later on, my young padawan. they won't be disappearing from the face of the earth for next century or so. so chill with your friends and do he things you wanna do. enjoy life when it due to you! love ya lots gal, we will be here for you always! :)

guess i'll still be single till i die. just too lazy to go thru the whole cycle of getting to know someone. a gal once told me that when i told her that i was interested in her, but she was trying to work things out with her bf and don't want to go into the process again.well, the last i heard, things did work btwn them so thats good. i guess i did scare many gals away when i was young, i just didnt know how to approach them. my friend would tell me that they could smell it a mile away whenever i am interested in someone and it did freak the girl out and all the countless night i spent, crying in my sleep. life wasn't a bed of roses for me when i was young, i was too afraid to talk to the girls when i was young so i'll hang out with the guys which prompted one gal to ask me if i was gay! hell no!

i was a real late bloomer i guess. i was still getting the cane for coming home late after midnight till i was abt twnty-five. the thin ones are the bastards, they tear your skin open. the nights that i came home late was because of a gal that i was seeing, she was a child care teacher working part time at guardian pharmacy at the old yaohan orchard. she was introduced to me by my best friend. i wld hang around my work place till she ends at half past ten. pick her up, have dinner and send her home, we would spend some time at her void deck, sometimes way past the last trains; a cab ride was a common thing to me twice a week. then one fine day, she breaks the news that she still loves her bf who is in australia studying and she is waiting for him to come back. so yea, i saved on cab fares and got home early. the next gal i met thru a friend lived in toa payoh very near my old place, the ending was very much the same, she had a bf in the army but she still wanted me by her side; she also wanted a ring, a dress, and a skirt every month. so yea, i saved on handphone bills and cab rides home. oh yes, i had my first crush when i was ten and she was nine, she was in the same school bus as me. she was a convent gal and i, an anthonian. our school shared the same compound. she really looked like an angel to me and i would stammer everytime she spoke to me. once i couldn't really understand what she saying so i just smile but she got irratted and gave me a lashing; i remember i spend the next few days crying and never wanting to talk to her again.*sigh* and i was only ten. her name is lean pereira (not sure of the correct spelling though), she was living in amk back then. not really sure what became of her as i stop talking the school bus the following year. well, the story of my life...........so far.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Devil


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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

enjoy life when it is due!

well, its simple, the girls don't want a nice guy. they want someone to hit them over the head to show them who is boss, hump them twice a day and what u have not. the nice guys always get the same line over and over again, 'you're a nice guy but i can't see us more than friends, you deserve someone better.' I bet every guy out there might have got that line at least twice in your life. the next thing u know it, she's out with a total jerk, why? because he's drives and comes from a rich family. so in return, she bangs him every now and then, just to get the gucci bag that she saw the other day. when times are bad, she would call you for a shoulder to cry on and thats abt it, you don't see her till the next break up. she lets you know that you have been a wonderful friend and hopes she finds someone like you one day but right now she's enjoying the high life, sex, drugs and rock n roll. while you sit at home and wonder whats on tv, hoping for a phone call from her which never happens. but yet, you still hold a torch for her, hoping that one day she'll come to know just how much you love her.

years pass and one fine day she lets you know that she likes you because you have been there all her life. she has been thinking to herself alot lately, and it seems that you always pop up in the mind. somehow everything seems so perfect with you in the picture and she wonders how can she be so blind all these years. she hugs you and lets you know that she loves you and wish to spend the rest of her life with you. you take a step back from her and tells her that you have found someone and the both of you are planning to engaged soon and hope she can make it for the engagement. tears forms up in her eyes and she realised that she has only herself to blame. for she didnt realise what she had until its gone and so the story ends.

if only you gals take the time to look, you will find the ones you're looking for. time, media and culture have changed all of us. so stop lamenting that guys aren't great at all, it just that you have put ur hopes way too high. if your mom had that same hopes, you wouldn't be here now trust me! yes, i do open doors, pull out chairs, pay for meals and send them home so why am i still single? you tell me! all those things are just b.s., the end of the day its abt a bmw and a condo. so why do we have to be somebody we're not! yes, its cool to have a car and a condo, but some guys are just not cut out for those or wld prefer to lead a simple life. do u want someone who lives in a condo, drives a merc but spends his entire life in the office....trying to pay off the merc and condo??

i don't hate my life, yea maybe being short but guess i got to live with it. at least i got all my features intact. i did see a kid abt 5 yrs old at paris ris interchange abt a few years ago, the front of his face were smashed in. a handome chap actually, but sad that he got live his life like that. so i tell you, thank God for what you have and stop worrying that you dont have enuff. i know of some guys/girls who have almost everything but still argue that life sucks big time. if only we had an exchange program with a third world country, we could sent them there. it will be a lesson well learnt. for those, who thinks Singapore is boring and wld rather live someone else. please do, you would only come back to sg a year later. you guys have not seen life until you have seen the poorer side of a country and the conditions that these people live in. you will thank god and yr parents for the bungalow u live in. heck, you just have to vist a old estate in singapore and you will get transported into another time. you ask yourself how can these old folks live in their cramp three room flat all alone. one day it will happen to you, your kids will probably leave you in the old age home, coz u did that to their grandparents. its a cycle, its the future of things to come.

i am contented with what i have, my life, my friends and the things i have. if i ever get hitch, it will be a blessing but i am not gonna worry about not getting hitched. enjoy life when it is due.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

the answer to my death

gonna fall sick, i could just feel it. have not been sick since..... i can't remember when was the last time i was sick. just can't wait for my off days so i cld just sleep and have a good rest which is wat i need right now. *looks at my bed longingly* but *sigh* got to get ready for work.....the throat is hurting.


i am going down, losing control
everything is in a blur
would u be my devil angel?
the reason for my dreams
the answer to my death...

be my devil angel!

if i would to disappear, would you notice that i am gone?

if i would to cry, will you be there to wipe away my tears?

if i would to dance with the devil, would you be my devil angel?

Pimp My Page!

let me introduce you to something even cooler than friendster, welcome to "my space". i came across this site by chance actually not expecting anything. then i guess word spread, things got improved and yea, i even have 'mariah carey' on the list of friends among others. oh yes, the wedding date is set for bow wow and ciara, feb 14th 2006, and its from ciara. i've made a few new friends too here, ena aka smoking buddha, sasha, and cori. there's almost anything and everything u can find here, from hard rock, hip hop to jazz and blues. am thinking that manda shld showcase her talents here too, there are others like her too. "babe, if u are reading this, do u have a name for your artwork??" (mandaTpanda@WoRk!) hee...hee just came up with that! kinda cool yeah? i am so proud of her! she's gonna rawr big time one day, not only in singapore but all over the world!! hell yeah!

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Freedom Tower


The New York City Freedom Tower, which will stand 1,776 feet tall on the site of the former World Trade Center, is the work of the Lower Manhattan Development Corporation. It will serve as a beacon of freedom, and demonstrate the resolve of the United States, and the people of New York City.
Construction on the tower, which will have a cubic base, is slated to begin in early 2006. Steel will be visible above ground in 2007, and by 2010 the building will be ready for occupancy -- nine years after the World Trade Center was destroyed by terrorist attacks.
The site will also feature the Reflecting Absence memorial, which will honor the 2,986 men and women who died as a result of the terrorist attacks which thrust America, and the world, into war. Over 2,500 people died after the World Trade Center came crashing down to earth, and leaders vow they will never be forgotten.
Smoke clogged the air for many weeks after September 11th, and the rubble burned for months. New Yorkers, and America, will never be the same

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forgive and forget

i would like to give a shoutout to the anonymous people who left comments on my last post, thanks for your comments but fuck you!! please don't come around again and promote stuffs, thanks!! would appreciate comments but don't try selling your freaking business on my blog!!

its one of those days that i really can't put the words what i am really feeling like now. with music blasting loud i try to vent everything out here....you never really love me in the first place! all the words you said don't mean shit now, heck, you even told me to forgive and forget eveything you have said and done to me. i guess after what you have done to me today, i will forget everything that you have said and done to me but to forgive, it will take time as my heart needs time to heal. guess i don't really know what love is coz i never experienced it but you wanna know about hurt, yea, i got lots of experienced in it!! i will never fall in love again, its just crap! to be taken for a ride one too many times, make me wonder why i didn't actually had sex while i was at it, at least i would have gain something! fuck the world we live in and everything about it! satan is among us already and he is already fucking up everyone's minds!! be ready for the second coming!

Saturday, September 03, 2005

lost and clueless

finally after month of procrastinating, i finally paid a vist to the ira bldg today to get a replacement for my lost i.c. and since i was there, i tot might as well, renew my expired passport too. so i killed two birds at one time, and it took a total time of twenty mins to half an hr. total damaged: $150. so the moral of the story is, don't lose yr i.c.

met up with gab and we caught 'red eye', it wasn't so bad after all. after the movie, we went window shopping at orchard cine and bumped into christine. it was good seeing her after so long. gab n me, proceeded to taka, and decided to pay mary anne & mainey a visit. was telling gab, maybe we shld intro mary anne to germaine, since they are working so close to each other. hmmm....yea we will and we shld.
anyways, after shopping around in taka, we decided to go back to orchard cine abt an hr or so later and at the exact spot, we bump into christine n her friend again, talk abt concidence...but sorry i didnt check the timing or search for any numbers. :p

overall, it was a good day but i am not sure why i feel something is amiss... even as i sit here all alone in my office on a sat morning, something is not right. it just one of those days where i really need a hug, a need to cry out loud, a need to get her out of my mind, to put everything i thought we had, behind me. i really do not what i am really feeling now. totally lost and clueless. like i mentioned, something is not right today..hope i will see daylight. is the end near?

Friday, September 02, 2005

novena vs nova

can u smell it??? its friday!! hahahaha...

was out with fiz ytd, went to look at some furnitures for her new home at novena, balestier. while waiting for her i walked around and came across this lights shop. i swear they got almost everything there under one roof. its on the second floor of shaw center, balestier; beside balestier plaza - less than 10 mins from toa payoh by cab!

anyways, we were at novena looking at some furnitures together with her sisters, two of them.i thought the furniture were quite nice, so was the price...hahahaha. but when we went to nova at paya lebar the furnitures there were even better. i saw this bed that i liked...real cool! then there was some sofa that was a bit nicer than the ones at novena. it was good thing that things at nova was diff from novena, if not it was a pure waste of time. saw some things that i like and could be used in my room. so have to work hard on saving my money and transform my room into a real chill out place, and the bed i saw will be perfect!! okiez at least i have a goal now. hahahahaha....

i'm outta here, gonna have my lunch and make my i.c. after losing it a few months ago. for those who lost ur ic. and don't know how to go abt it, click here ----> F.A.Q.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

september

i managed to catch 'initial d' today on vcd. i was walking around nortpoint and it was like everywhere, my guess is that it was just released on vcd. well, the marketing stragety worked coz i bought the vcd. the movie was cool but nothing like luc beeson's 'taxi' or rob cohen's 'the fast and the furious'. but then again, it has it own punch. oh yes, i bought 'hitch' also. other then watch 'initial d', i pretty much did nothing except update my music payer. currently my fav song is, lil rob's 'summer nights'...its such a chill out song! so if anyone got the song, please send it over.

hmmm... we're in the month of september already, funny how time flies real fast. so do what u hve to do today, coz tmr will also pass you by. live life like you were dying! i guess we have to enjoy the moment and not worry too much of it. the more time you spent worrying the last time you have to yourself. so space out and enjoy u!
oh well, let see what september has in stall for us.