the ugly truth rocks!

been working like 12 hrs from mon to fridays and for like five saturdays now. finally i am going to take a break tmr. guess i am going thru a phase of not knowing what i want in life. another crossroads perhaps. long ago, i thought i would be settled down at the age of 41, but that i guess wont be happening. i have basically no life now. going back into the rat race and working till i drop just to get enough for the bills, food and daily expenses. when will the time come, when i don't have to ask how much before buying a thing. thinking back, was i foolish enough to part with $2k afterwhich i have gone deeper in debts. am i always this unlucky in everything. guess i am just fated to go through life without knowing my purpose in life. that sucks. the ugly truth rocks!!!

for tasha

met natasha for dinner on 27 mar @ marina square for dinner. we had dinner at waraku, it was pretty awesome. wont mind going back there again. tasha's bf william joined us half way thru dinner after work. was suprised that he understood the menu pretty well and then realised that he works at a jap restaurant. ;) so anyway, after dinner we headed for drinks at paulaner brauhaus, millenia walk. the place was surpisingly not packed on a saturday night but the beer's still good.

anyways, it was good meeting up with tasha again. the girl i met thru huirong's blog a long time back. the girl who invited me to her birthdays but so far managed to attend two out of three or four? the girl who i reaised still read my blogs for that i am appreciative but sorry that i have not been updating it. so to that girl, i wanna say thanks for being a friend. :)