Sunday, October 30, 2005

october

was at obar last night with a couple of old friends and for once i didnt have to look out for any younger ones. hahaha....so i had a great time last night. i think it was the vodka redbull that really got me high. i had two jugs of vodka canberries before that, dont worry i shared it with my friend. she was moving from double o and obar. it was her guy friend, that intro'd me to vodka redbull and man, i was pretty knocked out later on. hahaha. anyways, i had a pretty good conversation with an old friend of mine whom i've known for like twenty odd years but it was only until recently that we kept in touch again. when i was dancing with her, i could tell that i was the envy of many guys there, but don't get any funny ideas, her bf was there too. after obar, her bf drove us in his pickup, to mohamed mustafa area for supper. had prata there and since they knew the ppl there we had extra servings of chicken and stuff. the food was great but i couldnt remember anything else as i slept for awhile. took a cab back home and knocked out till tis afternoon.

guess i woked up at around two still feeling the after effects of the vodka but now i'm feeling much better. i guess we are going to meet up again next week...see how things go. but for now, i'm already late, suppose to meet up my friends like 5 mins ago. not sure wot movies we;re gonna catch. also suppose to meet up with fiza later tonight. see how things go. but before i go..... "SWAP! WAMP! BANG! right back @ u, april! Hello! :)"

updated @ 0054hrs...
caught the movie, 'domino'... it was good. didn't know it was M18, hence some scenes took us by surprise. keira is so good looking here. it was based on a true story (well, sort of) of domino harvey who died in june this year. so go and catch it while u can. on a diff note, something happened today...something that i tot i would never get to see and it kept me wondering if it was for real. all i know that its the kinda of thing that will last me for the week through. all in all, i had fun during the weekend coz i had wonderful companys. not really looking forward to the work week but life still has to go on. you made my day today. :)

Friday, October 28, 2005

looking for the weekend

been busy the whole week and i've been going to bed early. just cant stay up late anymore. i guess i still getting used to the normal working hours after working shift work for nine months.


well, the trip to jb was fun and exciting. i guess it brought the best in everyone and we did have loads of fun. i was really impressed by someone's character on sunday. for the short period, she showed maturity and responsiblity. to me, i think that person grew up that day. so we had secret recipe, seafood and lots of shopping and walking. i felt that we should did this again, this time over a three days period. any bidders?


on a diff note, work is stressful as ever...but my colleagues are just fun loving people. sad that today is gonna be their last day of attachments. hope we would have fun at mu later tonight.

Cheers!

Saturday, October 22, 2005

a post for the weekend..

ytd was like monday to me...felt real miserable, mainly due to work pressure. tot by attending a friend's birthday party, i will be able to chil out and get over it. but *sigh* i felt more depressed. no offence to anyone, but i really felt out of place. i guess that age is really catcing up on me and i should just give up the idea of looking out for the younger ones coz of the generation gap. i'm getting old for this job....

ytd i felt like ending it all cause no one really bothers about anything anyway. each searching for their own goal, destiny and to be top of everything. they pay too little attention to the harm they do along the way. coz in the end, all they want to be is on top - friends not included. friends will be used, re-used to get to the top. but at the end of the day, when appreciations and gratitudes are due, you won't be remembered. so why do we go thru the same cycle again knowing the end result would be the same?

today is doesn't feel like a sat, i am not sure why. my heart is dreading to face the day ahead. although it has nothing to do with today. somehow i am not looking forward to jb tmr also, i am not sure why. had a chat with a friend ytd, he told me that he was gay which kind of freak me out intitally but he was kidding, i hope so! anyways, he told me that he has cut off ties with some friends which got me thinking, should i do the same?

ytd i tot to myself over a bottle of e33 that i should forget you. we will never be together, coz faith never works my way...it never did!

It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

oh no - commodores

I want you
To want me
I'm goin' crazy
Knowin' he will be your lover tonight
And when he comes,
I'll let you go
I'll just pretend that you walked out the door
Oh no
I can't sleep
Oh no
I'm goin' crazy with love
Over you...

I need you,
To need me
I want to hold you
But you're holdin' someone else in your arms
When I close my eyes
I see your face
I'm just not sure
How much my heart can erase
Oh no
I can't think ooh....
Oh no
I'm goin' crazy with love
Over you

Oh honey
Oh sugar

Oh no
I can't sleep anymore baby
Oh no
I can't think anymore baby
Oh no
I'm goin' crazy with love
Over you.....

angels

its funny how that when you're feeling down and out, the ones comforting you, may not always be the one close to you. it might even be someone u just knew or a stranger. whatever, it is, thank them for taking the time to listen to you, to lighten your burden. friends will not always be there for you but i believe there's always an angel out there.



I believe in angels,
The kind that heaven sends,
I am surrounded by angels,
But I call them friends.

- Aizabel Parinas -

Monday, October 17, 2005

a dream

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dreamt of you today
and it made me smile...
just got off the phone
with you
and it made me wonder,
will i dream of you again
tonight!
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Photograph - Nickelback

Photograph - Nickelback:

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out

This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when

I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I miss it now
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me

fiona

its the weekend again, time really flies. although i do wish time wld slow down during the weekends. so we cld spent much more quality time with friends, loved ones and family. but ,as they say, time and tide wait for no one. *sigh*


ytd was fiona last day, so we (fiona, sherry and me) were treated by derrick (formula service) to breeks in amk central. for dinner, we and some other colleagues had dinner at some indonesian restaurant at riverside point. in total there were like 12 of us but we didnt manage to finish everything that was served. whatsmore, we had curry puffs after lunch and little inbtwn snacks. hahaha....after dinner, we headed down to tcc @ clarke quay for coffee. after waiting for a long while, we found a place for all 12 of us. well, this time around it was more fun. i just wished that time wld just stopped and the moment will not end. maybe it was becoz, i was sitting opposite.... gonna miss that girl lotz. ten days time, sherry wld be leaving, and i'll be all alone. kinda sad feeling actually. i wish they cld get a replacement for sherry as i dont think i could take over her portfolio too. i just hope and pray that they will find someone new. come monday, i will be flying on my own. hope everything goes well.


jb next weekend - something to look forward to!!

Thursday, October 13, 2005

a movie date

went to watch a movie with my colleagues, fiona & sherry today - '40 year old virgin'; it was damn freaking funny. a must watch i tell ya. hang around with them at coffee beans where i got to know them a bit better. fiona will be leaving this friday and sherry at the end of the month with the rest of the nyp students. life's gonna be boring without them. *sigh* well, gonna have dinner this friday with them, hope we get to club after dinner. :p

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

from fiza..

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"y'day is history, tmr is a mystery.
today is a gift, thats what we call the present.
Life is short so always think positive &
enjoy it till the lat moment.
Thats what I'm trying to do,
so let's achieve it together!"
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Sunday, October 09, 2005

welcome to where ever you are

well, its been like only ytd when we all got high and dry at the chalet. man, time really flies real fast. tmr is another work week that i dread looking forward to. why is the weekends so short? wasted today staying at home which is good in way coz i'm hardly at home but then again *sigh* it was just wasted.

i finally collected my ic ytd, not sure why it always had to rain whenever i was there. i'd also settled payment for the windows 'retrofitting' ytd, it cost almost five hundred. the breakdown seems justifiable, but still don't understand why it cost so much. i will check with hdb on this. anyways, at least we got one headache out of the way. not sure what other flaws they would see in the system and recommend that we must rectify it. *sigh* such is life.

well, its back to work tmr...got loads of things to do. really not sure if i will be able to fit into the role.hope i could get to work early tmr and have a head start. somethings are just pilling up since thursday. with lots of datelines to meet, i guess the backlogs are just pilling. hope to go in early tmr and clear it before my boss finds out. ;p once that is done, i'll start on my boss reports. which will take me the whole day to do it....yes, i am that slow! hahaha.
cant wait for the weekend again. :p

Monday, October 03, 2005

east coast

had a freaking good time at the chalet on sat. guess it was the company that made it a memorable one. will put up some pics as soon as i get it from others and also write more on it. it was good seeing friends that we have not met for a long time, mainly issac n bell, jeremy n mitsuye, mainey and last but not least, matthew. well, will give the lowdown of the party the next time i blog... ciaoz!