a crazy weekend!!

its been a carzy weekend so far and it has not ended as yet another clubbing night tonight @ Liquid room to celebrate lucas birthday!! I guess its the first time that i've club three days in a row.

it started on friday @ obar with friends celebrating marilyn's birthday. the drinks kept coming in jugs as if there was no tmr. mich was beautiful n sexy as ever, got to see more of her that day. ;p however, it was mix crowd at obar on friday. there was no posers or whatsoever, guess they have moved back to clark quay. its funny though, when mohd sultan came up, it was the in thing. the crowds from boat & clark quay switch allegiance. now mohd sultan is as deserted as shenton way on weekends. i guess its due to the revival of clark quay. was waking by on friday and i felt like a tourist in my own backyard. sms melvin and told him that we should check out clark quay one of these days, indo chime will be the first on the list. oh ya, also saw three pretty indian girls as i walking by...damn!! anwways, left obar at 3am and want for supper @ spize. i was pretty high, couldn't co-ordinate my movements that i end up using my hands to eat the prata. good stuff actually, the food there.

took a detour to bedok to send marilyn home first and knocked out in the cab all the way to yishun. the last thing i could remember when i woke up was marilyn dropping off. came back home slept for abt 2 hrs and went to work. good thing that it was a quiet day at work and we archieve 100% service level for the very first time. a good way to end the month. got back home, had lunch and slept for abt four hours. checked the phone when i woked up, venue & time confirmed. forwarded the message to the rest and got ready. picked up andi, caroline & rodney and headed off to liquid room. met mel, amanda yap, soffie and up there. it was '1 for 1' when we arrived there, so we started off with four jugs. ordered tequila shots for eight and came back with sixteen. crystal and lucas arrived later but the '1 for 1' offer was over and got punished by lucas for not ordering more drinks; but the drinks kept coming still. we ended out session early as caroline & rod had to leave.

left liquid room and headed to spize for supper but on the way there, lucas decided to make her way back to the hotel as she was pretty high. crystal & mel accompanied her. the rest of us made out way down to spize and had supper cum breakfast. received an sms from mel that they wont be able to join us as crystal's friend was pissed drunk and they're going down to send her home. so he ate and call it a night. send amanda yap back to hougang and made our (andi & me) way back home. well, didnt enjoy myself though, firstly i was really tired due to the lack of sleep and the second being. i really missed fiza & wished she was there. she'll back tmr from batam and yes, she misses me too. :)

was thinking on a point that mel brought up, nice guys finished last and we both can swear on that. well, its sunday and its gonna be liquid room later, hope to get see more pretty chicks tonight; but first, its off to church on a sunday!! its gonna be a beautiful sunday!!

before i go, check out this group 'avenged sevenfold', a hard metal group who will be touring with Guns N Roses in June 2006. check out the song, 'beast and the harlot' - totally rocks!!

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Where'd you go...

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Flyleaf

I'm So Sick


I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
This invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so, I'm so sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)

Make Damn Sure

counting down to the days to seeing you and everytime when i do that, it bring me smiles. wanna hold yr hand and dance the night away.... but i have to put the champenge on ice as u just sms me, you might be going to batam over the weekend with yr cuz n sis and will let me know. don't know why but i feel i;m gonna miss u lots if u r not there. just heard from mel that jen wont be able to make it on sunday too, as she has a early breakfast on Monday but she say that she will keep her word but i doubt it. will see when will she able to make it.

sometimes i feel that we are not good enuff for some friends. they will have to scan through the invites first before deciding if its worth they're while as a better offer might pop up and they won't want to stuck with ya if that happens coz u're not just happening as their other group of friends or u don't speak their language.

I had lots of fun at harry's bar @ esplande and new asia bar, with friends i don't see that often (beside a few) and we still had a rocking good time. so why shld we bother with the world when a few trusted friends are all that matters and i think you know who you are or soon u will realised. For those who don't think much of me, i'll leave u with this from Taking Back Sunday - Make Damn Sure!!



I just wanna break you down so badly.
Well I trip over everything you say.
Well I just wanna break you down so badly.
In the worst way. (Worst way.)

the race to the end...

got an sms invitation from marilyn to come down to obar this friday for her b'day and fiza is able to make this weekend. :) hmmm...things are not really confirm yet and i sure hope to get paid on saturday! hope to have a good time partying this weekend esp when fiz can make it. I am sure this girl will get me drunk. ;p hope to finally see chantique and a whole lot of other friends. it's gonna be a blast...I hope!? Well, as long as my best buds are there (u noe who u r), its gonna be a blast. love u guys!!

I know, I know its not even the middle of the week and i;m talking abt clubbing already. hee hee... well, we all need someting to look forward too! : damn! i'm hungry... its the last week of april, how time flies!

thoughts...

something last night got me thinking on a few stuffs. the close friends that i have now will eventually fade away and emptiness will replace them. i will find myself infront of a mirror asking myself why. is it me or there's really isn't anyone out there for me; however, a friend told me that i'll find myself working overseas and will eventually get married. so maybe my wife-to-be is waiting for me in a foreign land...who knows. in the meantime, i guess its time to re-evaluate some friendships. its funny how that some people can be so close yet u feel the distance. how u care so much for someone but u're just non-existent. am i to leave everything behind and just walk away or stay and pretend that everything is okie. just do my bid for charity and let others run the show coz the show must go on! its juz a matter of who runs it. i wish i had someone to call my own, to love, care and shower her with everything that is beautiful coz she will be the most beautiful girl. i know that she's somewhere out there and someday i'll find her.

MySpace.com

yes, another new music video..'when you're mad - ne-yo'. kinda like this song, (got 'sick' of the other song, no pun intended :p) this song just makes me wanna groove along with it...imagine having bbq near the beach with yr close buds, the sun setting off the horizon; cool breeze and the atmosphere is just great!! yes, the weekend is here and i just gave you a great idea how to spent it!! Go ahead and knock yourself out!

If you think that this video rocks, u should check out the video on my friendster account. Flyleaf is a five piece band ( Lacey Mosley- lead vocals, Jared Hartmann- guitar, Pat Seals- bass, Sameer Bhattacharya- guitar & James Culpepper- drums )from texas and they're just awesome. Take a listen @ http://www.myspace.com/flyleaf . Just remember to tune up your speakers! this band is real loud!!

Another band to take note of is 'Taking Back Sunday'. I'm sure you have heard the song 'Make Damn Sure' being played on the airways recently. Taking Back Sunday is from Long Island, NY; Adam Lazzara- vocals, Fred Mascherino- guitar & vocals, Eddie Reyes- guitar, Mark OConnell- drum & Matt Rubano- bass. The kind of info u get from MySpace :p.





Another band that to look for is "The Kooks" (Luke Pritchard-Vocals & Guitar, Hugh Harris-Lead Guitar, Max Rafferty-Bass Guitar & Paul Garred-Drums) from UK. Heard the song, "Naive' being played on 'the edge' last weekend for the first time and it got me hooked. I am glad that the song is now getting more airplay on the radio. Take a listen @ http://www.myspace.com/thekooksband.

kill the shrimp, save the beef!

another day more to the weekend......yes we can make it!! walked pass BK today @ GV today and was surpised that it was empty at eight plus in the evening. read the sign outside, 'store temp closed due to system breakdown'. Its something that u don't see everyday. I'm sure LJS' (which is jsut next door) cash register was ringing non-stop but their service still sucks! Came across this when i was searching LJS home page:-

Welcome to Long John Silver's
PRESS RELEASE. NASA FINDS OCEAN WATER ON MARS! LONG JOHN SILVER'S GIVES AMERICA FREE GIANT SHRIMP TO CELEBRATE. Long John Silver's President Calls Discovery. "One Small Step for Man, One Giant Leap for Giant Shrimp


Wonder what they will think of next...

protection

think i am falling sick....blame it on the freaky weather we've been having. its been like raining cats, dogs, cows, sheep and wat not. so do take note that there will be a shortage of meat for 'pau' and fast food restaurants during this monsoon period which is expected to last for the next two weeks. so don't leave home without ur raincoat and dont forget ur umbrella. who knows u might get lucky offering a girl a lift coz u da Man! you got that umbrella and it prevented her from getting wet, although u wish she will be...........later. a girl once told me that actually, when i sheltered her to city hall mrt after work, we were working in the same building. she told of the blue that she cant wait to get home as her bf is going to make her wet and i replied. 'ur bf doesn't have an umbrella to fetch u?' yes, i feel like hitting myself too. this is best part, a few days later, i saw her again and found out that she didnt have a bf, she was going to the movies with her friends. yes, i do feel like hitting myself but i was young & naive, and being brought in a strict catholic family, i was like this late bloomer. looking back, i have missed some opportunites to get laid. sigh!! i guess heaven had a field day while hell were in total disbelief! yup, sometimes i surprise myself too...

Easter

Finally its over, no more sunday practises till late afternoon!! i think some of us have clocked +24 hours in church during the holy week, from Maundy Thursday to Easter Sunday and thats an average of six hours a day in church. Never thought we would pulled it through but we finally did, kudos to Jen and Michelle. While it was all over for us, our poor jen had to play for the easter tamil mass in the evening, wonder how tired she would be feeling. i wonder how she and hatsuee does it. their level of commitment and passion is something that i can learn from.

Well, till Fr. JJ dishes out something for us to do again, let's enjoy the silence and sundays, while we still can. ;]


Happy Easter

What's your color?

Your true color is Yellow!


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You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

The gospel according to U2 and Bono

While pligrims retraced Jesus' route in Jerusalem on Good Friday, Episcopal Churches turn to U2 to pack pews. just imagine having 'Pride (In the Name if Love)' as an opening hymn as a 10-by-14 foot screen flashes pictures of believers including Harriet Tubman, Rosa Parks and the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr, just behind the church's altar.

BONO has declared that he is not a man of the cloth, "unless that cloth is leather". But the words of the charismatic U2 front man are nevertheless ringing out from pulpits across the United States.

The Irish rock band's songs and lyrics are being used by the Episcopal Church in so-called "U2 Eucharists" as a means of attracting young people who relate to the group's social activism

Earlier attempts by churches to connect to youth culture have usually involved ministers in open-toed sandals strumming acoustic guitars and singing Kumbaya to the general embarrassment of all. Yet, in parishes from California to Maine, worshippers are flocking to hear U2 classics such as Beautiful Day, Pride and Peace on Earth rolled into a service of prayer.

sleepy

its yet another long weekend...but sigh, have to work on sat. *super sian* am tired and sleepy and lonely. my dear friend has gone to kl for the weekend with her cuz and grandma. having conversations with her on the phone always makes me smile and i like the way she laugh. hope she'll be able to make it on apr 22nd and we'll just drink and dance the night away. the opposite does attract..

anyways, tmr's gonna be a long day so i think i should hit the bed right about now.

i long for a quiet weekend

its been one busy weekend... went shopping on friday with melissa & jp @ CCK. Jo wanted to get a new shoe but after walking ard it didnt look like she'll be able to find anything. so we went for dinner at a place i can't remember but for the price i paid, we should have gone to sakae sushi instead. a lesson learnt but one bad thing turn to a good one, as Jo managed to find a shoe that she liked on the same floor. so the trip to CCK wasnt a wasteful one that i feared it would be. took the MeRT back to yishun, slack (the term mel uses nowadays) till 2300hrs and went on home.

woke up @ 0630hrs, to attend my youngest niece's baptism at st ignatius church @ kings road. was surprise to see that we're the only family that is having the baptism @ 10am in the morning. guess it was specially arranged by my bro. anyways, my niece, isabella who is 5 weeks old was crying most of the time, contrast to her older sis. we headed to the in-laws place in Clementi for refeshment. took some pictures & videos of my nieces but unfortunately, i'm unable to upload the pictures as i guess i need a certain software for it, or do i?? apparently, the wizard cannot detect a suitable software for my HP. so anyone who do read this, please do let me know.

anyways, after clementi, headed home - took my files & headed to church @ 3pm. the usual sat routine ended @ 7pm, had dinner and slacked at melvin's place till 3am in the morning, watching Big Momma House 2 and Underworld: Evolution with crystal, mel & jp. a bad idea actually knowing that we have to get up at 6.30am in the morning. but knowing me, i got up at 7.35am when i should be in church at 7.00am. so took my time and laze around for the next mass @ 10.15am but the choir prac was at 8.55am. was pretty much stoned in church, luckily everything when fine without any incident compared to the feedback the system was giving on sat. after mass, had lunch with the rest, went home to changed and caught some shut eye for half an hr before heading back to church for the combined choir prac for maundy thursday & good friday. was dozing off most of the time and mel had to keep me awake. we were mighty glad when it was all over and headed home after having Macs.

its been one long day, but one thing made me smile. after mass today, as we were waiting for jen, someone caught my eye at the church carpark. this girl was looking straight at me and i was like whoa!! she's pretty and kinda tall, and i don't think i've seen her around in church before. so who's that girl n will i see her again?? hopefully i will...should have taken a pic of her. oh well,hopefully, she will vist me in my dreams. ;)

oh yes, as the sunday sunset choir will be swapping mass with the sat sunset choir on Apr 29th, Sat. we have decided to set the date for jen's virginal exp to a club on that day. so mark that date and we're gonna party just like 1999!!

weekend

Had fun today!!

someone's got a new shoe.... :p.

Yes, its gonna to be a long weekend.

My new phone

The N411i i-mode™ handset

The NEC N411i combines form and functionality. Designed to showcase all of the content and services being launched on i-mode™ in the UK, N411i will allow you to browse, email, and download the latest ring tunes and Java™ games. Weighing only 95grams and measuring 93x46x24mm, it crams in an MP3 player and a 1.3 Megapixel camera with flash and a 5 x digital zoom.

Life!?

sometimes you kinda what's life is all about. are we all going on the intended path that we are supposed to take or are we just walking aimlessly. a friend told me the bear fact that life isn't getting any better and its gonna be every man for its own as time passes by. who will still be around when your life deems to exists. a zombie going through life routines but no making any changes to it, your problems just recycled. which brings to mine something i told a friend of mine... no matter how sweet and honest one can be, we still have our faults. we might not know it but there is. u might think it be a small micro thing but to others is a time bomb waiting to explode. life is indeed full of surprises and disappointments. will you be able to different between friends and acquaintances. wld ife be better for those who asked for nothing much but life!??

I'm in love with a stripper

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