holiday

i'm bored. it's a holiday and yet i feel the uneasiness, knowing i got loads of work to clear. still contemplating abt going back to work today. its times like this that i wish i had someone. don't think i could survive in this job if it carries on this way. can't really cope taking the added responsibilty. life sucks at times! wish i had u by my side telling me what to do, & to pick me up whenever i fall. i'll love you to bits & pieces...but your world is different from mine. you have a brighter world out there with brighter prospects, whereas i'm living here where everything day is the same like the other, till it feels a lot like 'the truman show'. living in a world where the rich have it all and we're just their pawns...their puppets. *sigh* maybe i should just get laid and i'll feel much better. i think its been damn too long since my last rendeavous but i guess rendeavous aren't healthy and i should either have a buddy or someone who loves me, if i am making any sense here..or maybe a discreet realtionship. any takers??? actually i would be surprised if there would be any....hahahaha.

happy deepavali

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selamat hari raya adilfirtri