tears and rain

things have been looking pretty much down lately, not sure why. slowly the walls are crumbling and me within it, . how can something so right suddenly turn so wrong. somehow i got a feeling that you didn't want us to work out, all those words you said were just too good to be true. you were the only one that knew me, and believed in me. i guess its time to move on, there's no point looking back because u were never there. get away from everything and everyone. there are only seven people that matters in my life right now, the magnificant seven.....in time, it will all be revealed. came across this song by james blunt, which kinda explain how i feel right now.

How I wish I could surrender my soul;

Shed the clothes that become my skin;

See the liar that burns within my needing.

How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.

How I wish I had screamed out loud,

Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;

Hold memory close at hand,

Help me understand the years.

How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.

How I wish I would save my soul.I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.

Far, far away; find comfort in pain.

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain

{tears and rain - james blunt}