new skin

another day, another skin. its 0400 hrs and i;m still up. next week onwards, i wont have the pleasure of staying up this late anymore. well, work for now starts in eleven hours which still gives me abt six to seven hrs of sleep... on a bright side of things, i finally am able to enjoy my weekend, starting this weekend. whatsmore, next weekend, there's a chalet/bbq. i am so looking forward to it... well, till then, i have to survive this week and next week. its gonna be quite scary, starting everything anew next week on my new job. good thing is i heard my ex-colleague is working there too, it will be good to catch up with him again. hope i'll be able to size up to my new boss expectations of me, i guess the pressure is all mine! well, will see how things go next week, for now, i guess i have to sleep...

blue monday

*sigh* in the end, it wasn't to be, the match ended in a goaless draw. which leaves liverpool, man u and chelsea still unbeaten in the premiership. can't wait for the match against chelsea infact; its gonna be a mid-week clash, sept 28. i wanna see liverpool end their winning streak.

its monday, hope its gonna be a good week!! had some interestingly weird dreams of late, the kind u know u dreamt but can't remember a thing of it, until it really happens!! the most weirdest deja vu i had was dreaming, a friend and i stumbled upon this castle and gave me this most creepy feeling. in 97, while we were in lourdes, france; for the world youth day, i stumbled upon the castle. everything was exactly the way that i dreamt it including my friend who was with me, tony! it was real freaky to be have dreamt of a place a thousand miles away... wats ur freakiest deja vu??

Behind the Name!

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ROCH
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French form of ROCCO

epl action

the countdown begins, 6 days to my 'ord'. today will be the last time i'll be working on a sunday. sure looking forward to lazing around on a sunday, chilling with my friends or spending some time with someone. right now i'm in the office blasting my music to the rooftop for one last time on a sunday. maybe thats what keep the spirits away when i'm working nights. have been here for the past ten months and i have not encountered anything, who knows that i might encounter one today.....yea, be my devil angel tonight! wuahahahahaha.....

tonight's the big match, liverpool vs man united. can't wait for the looney guy to get a red card again tonight along with rudd! hahahaha....won't be surprised if alex keeps looney on the bench for today's game. everything points to a liverpool win tonight. one of the reason, why benitez rested some key players during the champions league win over real betis. so its gonna be a craker of a game but it will be good to see, park ji-sung playing in midfield for united. yes yes, we are asians after all. for those females fans out there, just a bit of information, hidetoshi nakata is now playing for bolton wanderers in the e.p.l. bolton plays away at man city tonight. one have to give credit to this team who is seven on the table and a mid-week uefa (2-1) win against lokomotive plovdiv (bulgaria)- their first european outing after 131 years wait. it will be interesting to see how far they will get. boro also registered a uefa cup win (2-0) against fc xanti (greek) but none can't say the same for everton who lost (5-1) away to dinamo bucuresti (romania). enuff said for a team who bragged so much last season that they should be the rightful owners of the champions league spot and not liverpool. where are you now?? wuahahahahaha...

well, its gonna be a fantastic game and liverpool is gonna win it tonight! next stop chelsea on sept 28th.

someday i'll be saturday night!

its saturday and i'm feeling bored and empty. wish i had someone to spend my saturdays with. spend most of the morning not knowing what to do and now its two in the afternoon, gotta get ready for church. is this how its gonna be from next week onwards? not knowing what to do on a weekend... other than blogging, checking out 'my space' and surfing the web. thinking of who to call but realise that they might have got other plans. well, maybe, i should hit the gym from next weekend onwards. get myself back into shape for christmas and maybe i should stand some chance. for now though, i'll just be boring me and just fade into the background.

gonna spend the next five to six hours in church, yet i don't think my name is craved in heaven nor in santa's list. watever happened to santa anyways? he brings tidings and cheer only once a year, what happens to the rest of the eleven months? he eat pizzas, booze and enjoys the company of women? for kids below twenty-one, santa clause doesn't relate to santa. in yr world santa clause is still real, cause its stated in his clause. (watever!) come back when u're twenty-one. okie okie, santa has nothing to do with anything actually, just bored and filling up my blog. yes, x'mas is just three months away... have u been screwing around? i bet u have!! well, to make up for it, just get me a present!!! wauahahahahahahaaaa.... alright, i think better go before i make you feel dumb! :p enjoy ur weekend, whoever u maybe!

btw, hope u like the green day video, and the songs i've put up!

Misunderstood blue moon comes out tonight

nothing much to blog about actually...been busy at work the whole week, hardly had any life. well, a week more to go and i am back to ordinary working hours and weekends to enjoy. was on the phone with fiz just now, and she mentioned that sophie and her bf with their friends, are planning for a trip to malaysia this december. looks like i need this long deserved break. anyone wanna come along?? we could do our christmas shopping in malaysia. :p


during the week, fiz cousin needed someone to be the model for her and i asked joanne p on her behalf but joanne declined. so i asked rebekah and she accepted it. so i accompanied rebekah down to arab street, after searching for the plae for ten minutes, we found the place, a bridal shop along jln klapa. we were like half an hour late actually, coz our dear rebekah forgot that they change the time to five, but nonetheless, the cousin was cool about it and she went on to make up rebekha. there were another two more models and two other girls who have already started the make up class or watsoever. so i sat there not knowing what to do, it was close to six and the whole thing ends at eight. was playing with my handphone when fiz called, she was checking if everything was okie and all, and the sweet girl kept company for at least an hour. then i spend the next half an hr, sleeping uncomfortablely on the chair. woke up and saw rebekah almost done, she looked really beautiful all made up. went out got a drink for her and soon we were done. everybody liked her there, she warms to everybody easily. they compared her to a malaysian idol, jessica, coz of her resemblance. at the end of the day, rebekah made some earnings just being a model and she was so happy about it. they might be calling her back once her exams are over. in the event, i got to know rebekah a little better also.


well, tats about the only highlight of the week for me, sure hope the weekend is going to be better. yes, liverpool meets man u this sunday, and i am working in the afternoon, damn! well, lets see how things go!

the misunderstood blue moon makes an appearance tonight.

life

nothing much happened during the week, except for caroline's birthday at debz place. its was a nice small one, with the booze without the food. got a digital camera for caroline, and i am sure we'll more pics of her posted on her blog and friendster soon. *sigh* feeling hungry now. been working the morning shift, and its been really busy week and its not even the mid-week yet. another two more days, and i'm off again, then one full week to go before i leave this company. well, there will be a few tears shed as i did enjoy my time here; gonna miss them.

starting to feel more depressed these days, not sure why, maybe i'm having some mid-mid-life crisis. can't really relate to the younger ones as i used to do. yea, i may be young at heart as always, but most of the time, i do feel like a big loser, with no career and future. come forty, i'll still be single and be a butt of jokes of everybody. everybody wants me as friend and nothing more than that. no girl in her right mind would date me, let alone marry me. i'm the kinda guy that people will call when no one else is free, or when times are bad. like a friend of mine calls them, 'fair weathered friends'. maybe, it just me that i can't relate to anyone at the moment. no one really understands me,....i don't understand myself even. i hope its just phase i am going thru and things will look good next month and i hope the toothache will bloody go away.

well, life sucks at the moment and there's nothing good to shout about! except that liverpool is in the lead at the moment in the champions league match, against real betis!

yes, liverpool wins yet again! final score 2-1.

In Memory..

in memory of those who lost their life.

MYSTERY OBJECT CAUGHT ON TAPE MOMENTS AFTER SECOND TOWER HIT.

A flying mystery object was captured on video just moment after a second aircraft crashed into New York's World Trade Centre

Stills from a video taken by GAMMA PRESS USA -- showing the twin towers from an east angle -- clearly show an unknown object moving at a 90 degree angle to the second plane's flight path.

Was a military jet following the second plane? Is the object a radar-guided missile that was fired at the airliner -- but arrived seconds late? Is the object a post-event distortion by a GAMMA PRESS editor? Could the image be a giant piece of debris racing toward the horizon?

The mystery surrounding the video intensified in and out of official government over the weekend.

A close examination of the footage appears to first show the object flashed by sunlight -- above the left tower -- a full 10 seconds after impact of the second airliner. The mystery object quickly streaks across the the back of the right tower before swooping down at a rapid clip and out of the camera's frame.

The video featuring the mystery object has so far failed to catch the attention of the nation's main press.

It should be noted that no reports from countless bystanders or other video footage has backed up the GAMMA video, which is talked about here ....www.artbell.com or www.gpgwebdesign.com.au

dedicated to a special friend...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAROLINE!

THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL

YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP!

do u still believe in the tooth fairy?

in the end, debs place didn't happened as most people weren't free. so i went to bed early as i had a long day today, only to wake up again at three plus in the morning. its half pass four now, and i gotta get ready for work in like half an hour. another two weeks more only, gotta hold on.

so its saturday, after two days being off, its back to work again, but thankfully, i am doing morning shift on the weekends. at least i get the day to myself, working the afternoon shifts during the weekend is such a lonely feeling. damn, my toothache is really getting to me, i wish it wld just go away and never return. guess i gotta give the dentist some satisfaction of pulling out my tooth sooner or later. might visit the dentist i went a long time back, it was at adelphi. she did such a fine job, extracted two tooth, did a filling in one and i didnt knew what was going on, before u know it, it was all over; but the injection was a b.m.f. one, man, not to mention the sewing up the place where my wisdom tooth was. oh well, hope they have not close shop or anything, shld ask my ex-colleagues if they're still around. do u still believe in the tooth fairy?

to the people who visits my blog via googles and msn search, i am not sure who are you. but thank you! its either you are a friend, a colleague or someone just trying to fault me, hmmmmmm? anyways, i hope i have entertained you so far, and sorry i have a such a boring life with nothing much to juicy to share about. so if u got any ideas on how shld i improve me blog, please leave a tag or a comment. leaving ur name as anonymous will not to be entertained. time check, 0500hrs - time to get ready for work.

EPL action tonight as liverpool takes on spurs, but what happens when two of my fav teams meet? liverpool is my top fav eversince i was kid, second is spurs. caroline's birthday is tmr, and a plan just surfaced; shld talk to my partners in crime about this! *evil laughter* see if it works! oh yes, spoke to fiz today! :)

breaking news

SINGAPORE : Police have confirmed that a woman's head was found in a bag behind Orchard MRT station at ground level on Friday, 9 Sep 2005.

The blue sports bag also contained the victim's arms and legs, wrapped in separate trash bags. The grisly discovery was made by a cleaner near Orchard MRT, between a mosaic wall and a park. Police were alerted to the gruesome find at 1.40pm.

News of the find spread fast and two units of anti-riot police were dispatched at 4pm to control a swelling crowd of onlookers. Details of the woman's race or age have not been released. ASP Siow Cheng Cheng, Police spokesman, said: "Police immediately cordoned off the surrounding area and conducted a search. We are presently working towards establishing the identity of the victim. The search for further remains and evidence is on-going."

This is the second body parts case in less than three months - a grim reminder of the June 16 case where the body parts of China national Liu Hong Mei were found in the Kallang River. - CNA/de

i was a total nerd...

listening to 'luis miguel - un te amo'

have not heard from you today, guess you might are busy with your new house and stuffs. hope we cld see each other more often once you have settled down in your new house and me, in my new job. hope things will look brighter next month. maybe it will work out, maybe it won't but i hope we won't go on our separate ways if it doesn't, i would still wish to have you as a friend.

to my young padawan - yes, u're 16 only. u got your whole life ahead of you so don't waste it by worrying about some dumbass who knows shit about love at this age. all they want to do is to get in your pants, after that is done, they come with some lame excuses of breaking up. i could up with lots of lame excuses but i guess you have heard it already. you have lots of time for guys later on, my young padawan. they won't be disappearing from the face of the earth for next century or so. so chill with your friends and do he things you wanna do. enjoy life when it due to you! love ya lots gal, we will be here for you always! :)

guess i'll still be single till i die. just too lazy to go thru the whole cycle of getting to know someone. a gal once told me that when i told her that i was interested in her, but she was trying to work things out with her bf and don't want to go into the process again.well, the last i heard, things did work btwn them so thats good. i guess i did scare many gals away when i was young, i just didnt know how to approach them. my friend would tell me that they could smell it a mile away whenever i am interested in someone and it did freak the girl out and all the countless night i spent, crying in my sleep. life wasn't a bed of roses for me when i was young, i was too afraid to talk to the girls when i was young so i'll hang out with the guys which prompted one gal to ask me if i was gay! hell no!

i was a real late bloomer i guess. i was still getting the cane for coming home late after midnight till i was abt twnty-five. the thin ones are the bastards, they tear your skin open. the nights that i came home late was because of a gal that i was seeing, she was a child care teacher working part time at guardian pharmacy at the old yaohan orchard. she was introduced to me by my best friend. i wld hang around my work place till she ends at half past ten. pick her up, have dinner and send her home, we would spend some time at her void deck, sometimes way past the last trains; a cab ride was a common thing to me twice a week. then one fine day, she breaks the news that she still loves her bf who is in australia studying and she is waiting for him to come back. so yea, i saved on cab fares and got home early. the next gal i met thru a friend lived in toa payoh very near my old place, the ending was very much the same, she had a bf in the army but she still wanted me by her side; she also wanted a ring, a dress, and a skirt every month. so yea, i saved on handphone bills and cab rides home. oh yes, i had my first crush when i was ten and she was nine, she was in the same school bus as me. she was a convent gal and i, an anthonian. our school shared the same compound. she really looked like an angel to me and i would stammer everytime she spoke to me. once i couldn't really understand what she saying so i just smile but she got irratted and gave me a lashing; i remember i spend the next few days crying and never wanting to talk to her again.*sigh* and i was only ten. her name is lean pereira (not sure of the correct spelling though), she was living in amk back then. not really sure what became of her as i stop talking the school bus the following year. well, the story of my life...........so far.

Devil

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enjoy life when it is due!

well, its simple, the girls don't want a nice guy. they want someone to hit them over the head to show them who is boss, hump them twice a day and what u have not. the nice guys always get the same line over and over again, 'you're a nice guy but i can't see us more than friends, you deserve someone better.' I bet every guy out there might have got that line at least twice in your life. the next thing u know it, she's out with a total jerk, why? because he's drives and comes from a rich family. so in return, she bangs him every now and then, just to get the gucci bag that she saw the other day. when times are bad, she would call you for a shoulder to cry on and thats abt it, you don't see her till the next break up. she lets you know that you have been a wonderful friend and hopes she finds someone like you one day but right now she's enjoying the high life, sex, drugs and rock n roll. while you sit at home and wonder whats on tv, hoping for a phone call from her which never happens. but yet, you still hold a torch for her, hoping that one day she'll come to know just how much you love her.

years pass and one fine day she lets you know that she likes you because you have been there all her life. she has been thinking to herself alot lately, and it seems that you always pop up in the mind. somehow everything seems so perfect with you in the picture and she wonders how can she be so blind all these years. she hugs you and lets you know that she loves you and wish to spend the rest of her life with you. you take a step back from her and tells her that you have found someone and the both of you are planning to engaged soon and hope she can make it for the engagement. tears forms up in her eyes and she realised that she has only herself to blame. for she didnt realise what she had until its gone and so the story ends.

if only you gals take the time to look, you will find the ones you're looking for. time, media and culture have changed all of us. so stop lamenting that guys aren't great at all, it just that you have put ur hopes way too high. if your mom had that same hopes, you wouldn't be here now trust me! yes, i do open doors, pull out chairs, pay for meals and send them home so why am i still single? you tell me! all those things are just b.s., the end of the day its abt a bmw and a condo. so why do we have to be somebody we're not! yes, its cool to have a car and a condo, but some guys are just not cut out for those or wld prefer to lead a simple life. do u want someone who lives in a condo, drives a merc but spends his entire life in the office....trying to pay off the merc and condo??

i don't hate my life, yea maybe being short but guess i got to live with it. at least i got all my features intact. i did see a kid abt 5 yrs old at paris ris interchange abt a few years ago, the front of his face were smashed in. a handome chap actually, but sad that he got live his life like that. so i tell you, thank God for what you have and stop worrying that you dont have enuff. i know of some guys/girls who have almost everything but still argue that life sucks big time. if only we had an exchange program with a third world country, we could sent them there. it will be a lesson well learnt. for those, who thinks Singapore is boring and wld rather live someone else. please do, you would only come back to sg a year later. you guys have not seen life until you have seen the poorer side of a country and the conditions that these people live in. you will thank god and yr parents for the bungalow u live in. heck, you just have to vist a old estate in singapore and you will get transported into another time. you ask yourself how can these old folks live in their cramp three room flat all alone. one day it will happen to you, your kids will probably leave you in the old age home, coz u did that to their grandparents. its a cycle, its the future of things to come.

i am contented with what i have, my life, my friends and the things i have. if i ever get hitch, it will be a blessing but i am not gonna worry about not getting hitched. enjoy life when it is due.

the answer to my death

gonna fall sick, i could just feel it. have not been sick since..... i can't remember when was the last time i was sick. just can't wait for my off days so i cld just sleep and have a good rest which is wat i need right now. *looks at my bed longingly* but *sigh* got to get ready for work.....the throat is hurting.

i am going down, losing control

everything is in a blur

would u be my devil angel?

the reason for my dreams

the answer to my death...

be my devil angel!

if i would to disappear, would you notice that i am gone?

if i would to cry, will you be there to wipe away my tears?

if i would to dance with the devil, would you be my devil angel?

Pimp My Page!

let me introduce you to something even cooler than friendster, welcome to "my space". i came across this site by chance actually not expecting anything. then i guess word spread, things got improved and yea, i even have 'mariah carey' on the list of friends among others. oh yes, the wedding date is set for bow wow and ciara, feb 14th 2006, and its from ciara. i've made a few new friends too here, ena aka smoking buddha, sasha, and cori. there's almost anything and everything u can find here, from hard rock, hip hop to jazz and blues. am thinking that manda shld showcase her talents here too, there are others like her too. "babe, if u are reading this, do u have a name for your artwork??" (mandaTpanda@WoRk!) hee...hee just came up with that! kinda cool yeah? i am so proud of her! she's gonna rawr big time one day, not only in singapore but all over the world!! hell yeah!

Freedom Tower

The New York City Freedom Tower, which will stand 1,776 feet tall on the site of the former World Trade Center, is the work of the Lower Manhattan Development Corporation. It will serve as a beacon of freedom, and demonstrate the resolve of the United States, and the people of New York City.
Construction on the tower, which will have a cubic base, is slated to begin in early 2006. Steel will be visible above ground in 2007, and by 2010 the building will be ready for occupancy -- nine years after the World Trade Center was destroyed by terrorist attacks.
The site will also feature the Reflecting Absence memorial, which will honor the 2,986 men and women who died as a result of the terrorist attacks which thrust America, and the world, into war. Over 2,500 people died after the World Trade Center came crashing down to earth, and leaders vow they will never be forgotten.
Smoke clogged the air for many weeks after September 11th, and the rubble burned for months. New Yorkers, and America, will never be the same

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