guess i am about to lose someone precious to me and i am not sure how can i salvage it, without getting hurt any deeper... i am afraid to talk to her too, afraid to be told off in the face cause i don't think my heart can take it anymore... i remember a friend once telling me, 'if this is goodbye, then we were never friends'. of couse, it wasn't goodbye, coz goodbye are such harsh words.. so i hope it will be the same here but i am not sure what else to do... the heart is getting old and it's slowly dying inside.. years ago, i thought that something special would happen and that i would be a part of it... now the situation has change and i feel the world is going to crash on me one day....
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