forgive and forget

i would like to give a shoutout to the anonymous people who left comments on my last post, thanks for your comments but fuck you!! please don't come around again and promote stuffs, thanks!! would appreciate comments but don't try selling your freaking business on my blog!!

its one of those days that i really can't put the words what i am really feeling like now. with music blasting loud i try to vent everything out here....you never really love me in the first place! all the words you said don't mean shit now, heck, you even told me to forgive and forget eveything you have said and done to me. i guess after what you have done to me today, i will forget everything that you have said and done to me but to forgive, it will take time as my heart needs time to heal. guess i don't really know what love is coz i never experienced it but you wanna know about hurt, yea, i got lots of experienced in it!! i will never fall in love again, its just crap! to be taken for a ride one too many times, make me wonder why i didn't actually had sex while i was at it, at least i would have gain something! fuck the world we live in and everything about it! satan is among us already and he is already fucking up everyone's minds!! be ready for the second coming!

lost and clueless

finally after month of procrastinating, i finally paid a vist to the ira bldg today to get a replacement for my lost i.c. and since i was there, i tot might as well, renew my expired passport too. so i killed two birds at one time, and it took a total time of twenty mins to half an hr. total damaged: $150. so the moral of the story is, don't lose yr i.c.

met up with gab and we caught 'red eye', it wasn't so bad after all. after the movie, we went window shopping at orchard cine and bumped into christine. it was good seeing her after so long. gab n me, proceeded to taka, and decided to pay mary anne & mainey a visit. was telling gab, maybe we shld intro mary anne to germaine, since they are working so close to each other. hmmm....yea we will and we shld.

anyways, after shopping around in taka, we decided to go back to orchard cine abt an hr or so later and at the exact spot, we bump into christine n her friend again, talk abt concidence...but sorry i didnt check the timing or search for any numbers. :p

overall, it was a good day but i am not sure why i feel something is amiss... even as i sit here all alone in my office on a sat morning, something is not right. it just one of those days where i really need a hug, a need to cry out loud, a need to get her out of my mind, to put everything i thought we had, behind me. i really do not what i am really feeling now. totally lost and clueless. like i mentioned, something is not right today..hope i will see daylight. is the end near?

novena vs nova

can u smell it??? its friday!! hahahaha...

was out with fiz ytd, went to look at some furnitures for her new home at novena, balestier. while waiting for her i walked around and came across this lights shop. i swear they got almost everything there under one roof. its on the second floor of shaw center, balestier; beside balestier plaza - less than 10 mins from toa payoh by cab!

anyways, we were at novena looking at some furnitures together with her sisters, two of them.i thought the furniture were quite nice, so was the price...hahahaha. but when we went to nova at paya lebar the furnitures there were even better. i saw this bed that i liked...real cool! then there was some sofa that was a bit nicer than the ones at novena. it was good thing that things at nova was diff from novena, if not it was a pure waste of time. saw some things that i like and could be used in my room. so have to work hard on saving my money and transform my room into a real chill out place, and the bed i saw will be perfect!! okiez at least i have a goal now. hahahahaha....

i'm outta here, gonna have my lunch and make my i.c. after losing it a few months ago. for those who lost ur ic. and don't know how to go abt it, click here ----> F.A.Q.

september

i managed to catch 'initial d' today on vcd. i was walking around nortpoint and it was like everywhere, my guess is that it was just released on vcd. well, the marketing stragety worked coz i bought the vcd. the movie was cool but nothing like luc beeson's 'taxi' or rob cohen's 'the fast and the furious'. but then again, it has it own punch. oh yes, i bought 'hitch' also. other then watch 'initial d', i pretty much did nothing except update my music payer. currently my fav song is, lil rob's 'summer nights'...its such a chill out song! so if anyone got the song, please send it over.

hmmm... we're in the month of september already, funny how time flies real fast. so do what u hve to do today, coz tmr will also pass you by. live life like you were dying! i guess we have to enjoy the moment and not worry too much of it. the more time you spent worrying the last time you have to yourself. so space out and enjoy u!

oh well, let see what september has in stall for us.

you'll never walk alone!

Michael Owen is set for a dramatic return to Anfield and if he does, Liverpool would have the deadliest strike force in the EPL and we will be abe to challenge Chelsea for the title. The Super Cup is just a start of things to come. Owen has already publically stated his reluctance to join Newcastle, who have lodged a 16 million offer, unless it is based on a season-long loan. With the arrival of Robinho in Real, Owen's would be warming the bench more often. A move to Anfield would do him good and a place in England squad. After all, which team won the Champions League last season for the fifth time!

Talking about Champions League, Everton has failed to qualify for the 2nd phase. It should be a relief to all Liverpool due to the fact of how much they were boasting last season. It just to show that they are not ready for the bigger competitions. A quick check shows that they are at the bottom of the table these season with just one win. Where's Liverpool then? Well, we're mid-table with two games in hand! A win in both games would put us second place if not third. Even Wigan is above Everton, man! I tell you, Wigan is the team to watch these season, they kept Chelsea at bay for 93 minutes and that deserves a standing ovation! *applause* . I certainly hope they go on and beat Man United. hee ... hee

Well, its gonna be an interesting season and we are gonna give Chelsea a run for their money these season! I have this thing aganst Chelsea now because of Mourinho and I hope Liverpool kicks them out of the Champions League, just like they did last season!

-You'll Never Walk Alone-

updated:

*sigh* in the end, the dream was not meant to be. Owen signs for Newcastle. Furthermore, if I am not mistaken, morientas and cisse has been loan out for a season. Seems like its gonna be a repeat of last season. What hve u done, Rafa?

in the end

finally its all over...the mass was good and so was the soundmen! hahahaha... its a nice way to end my otherwise miserable the week. maybe becoz someone made me smile today! :)

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as i sit here and ponder..

in the end, womad was not meant to be for me. *sigh* like i said, its been a crappy week and i am not sure why. its seems that i am missing someone or something... can't really put my finger on it. also i hate the feeling of being broke when there's so much things are happening. also i finally met someone but i do not have enuff time to spend with her. its like some unseen forces working against it. i certainly hope things will change once i settled down in my new job. being broke would be a thing of the past and i also hope i will be able to spend more time with fiza. she has asked me out tmr...*sigh* .. will be working the afernoon shift tmr again ... why can't all this be next week when i will be more financially sound. well, hope this week or month ends soon and hope next month will look brighter. i'm outta here... *missing u*

life is a box of crap, you'll never now when you're gonna one

life is a crap when others decide to take a crap in it!

its one of those days when u feel you got so much things to blog about but can't seem to put the feelings into words. it has been a crapy week, and i'm just in a lousy mood. why can't life be simple as i want to be, why must people interfere with my life and tell me how to run it. no ones tells me how to run my life unless u have it made in life! like i said, god made life simple, but it's people that make things difficult and complicated. just lead your bloody own life and stop trying to take the speck out of anyone's eye when u have a bloody log in your own eye! its like freaking america, man! trying to solve the world's problem when the kids are shooting each other in schools!! life is a crap when others decide to take a crap in it! i'm outta here!! womad tmr, yeah! time to get high and dry!

a lesson learnt..

i learnt a valuable lesson yesterday. no matter how tight a friendship can be, some words or actions do hurt esp if its of the opposite sex. though it might mean nothing to you, it might mean something to the other party; after all we are human beings!

missing someone at this point! oh well, hopefully she can make it this friday.

anyways, i have tendered in yesterday and will be starting on my new job in a month's time. yes, thats means i could spend more time with the choir, make things happen from now to dec or jan. then go back into teaching cathecism next year. hopefully, everything works out well...the signs so far are encouraging. see how things fly next year.

to be continued....

countdown to womad

i couldn't change my shift for friday so i guess i'll make it there after work. got a surprise call from debz earlier and she might be coming to womad. this girl, i tell you, got the brains and beauty but her passion is short span. if she really get her act together, she will make it big one day and i know she will, mark my words!

video killed the radio star

Run DMC & Aerosmith, it cant get any better than this!

for all the singles out there...

Sick of hearing 'Let’s just be friends'?
Urgent advice for guys who always end up in the platonic pals zone. By Myatt Murphy

20 ways to break the ice
Simple ways to get a conversation started. By Kari Molvar

Tales from the singles' table
The ups and downs of attending a wedding alone. By Rory Evans

Great date, no kiss
You thought you clicked, but the night didn’t end the way you hoped for. What’s going on? By Hillary Quinn

Are you being two-timed?
A private eye reveals the six signs to look for if you have suspicions. By Bill Keith

How to speak lovey-dovey
Learn some new terms of endearment today and wow your sweetie. By Karen Salmansohn

The secret to meeting your match
If you’ve got a narrow idea of what you want in a mate, you could be missing out on Mr./Ms. Right. By Arthur Jeon

Flirting secrets from a southern belle
Southern belle Ronda Rich shares her secrets to making a connection, Dixie-style. By Ronda Rich

How—and when—to spill your office romance
5 steps for clueing in those nosy coworkers. By Lisa Lombardi

No sex, please!
A new study suggests that one in 100 adults is asexual. Could you be one... or dating one? By Jeannie Kim

7 dates that only feel expensive
Who knew? A great time may be just a few bucks away. By Anna David

Attention, men! 4 signs that she's into you
You can tell a lot about a woman before she even opens her mouth. By Matt Christensen

Body language basics
We'll talk with Ann Demarias, Ph.D. about reading and understanding non-verbal communication. By Marcia Jedd

Everything I learned about love, I learned online
Online dating can really teach you about life and love. Find out how! By Dee Anne Stiles

somethings you don't get to see too often.

The space shuttle Discovery, mounted atop the modified 747 plane, takes off on August 19. The Discovery shuttle returned to the Kennedy Space Center in Florida aboard a specially modified jet.(AFP/Getty Images/File/David McNew

did you know!

Mars to be Spectacular in Fall, 2005

Mars is coming back. The Red Planet, the only one whose surface we can see in any detail from the Earth, has begun the best apparition it will give us until the summer of 2018.

Mars is currently in the constellation of Aries, the Ram and doesn't rise until around 10:45 p.m. local daylight time. There is certainly no mistaking it once it comes up over the east-southeast horizon. Presently shining at magnitude –0.8, it now ranks fifth among the brightest objects in the night sky, surpassed only by the Moon, Venus, Jupiter and Sirius (the brightest star in the sky).

And as it continues to approach Earth, Mars will only be getting brighter in the coming weeks: it will surpass Sirius on Sept. 21 and on Oct. 4 it will rival Jupiter and as a consequence (until Nov. 26), hold forth as the second-brightest planet.

Late on the night of Aug. 24, Mars will hover below and to the right of the waning gibbous Moon. As you will see for yourself, the so-called Red Planet actually will appear closer to a yellow-orange tint – the same color of a dry desert under a high sun.

This time around, Mars comes closest to the Earth on the night of Oct. 29 (around 11:25 p.m. Eastern daylight time). The planet will then lie 43,137,071 miles (69,422,386 kilometers) from Earth measured center to center. Mars will arrive at opposition to the Sun (rising at sunset, setting at sunrise) nine days later, on Nov. 7.

yahoo news!

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so its gotta be a case of good idead, bad idea.

good idea : yes! that bitch finally deleted me.
bad idea : wtf?! he or she deleted me? *sobs*


*link provided by mitsuye.

east coast

well, ytd was alright. met up with fiza at east coast with her cousin & bf, nice people. well, the bbq was another cousin's company bbq and also advanced birthday celebration. so some of her colleagues were there as well as family. fiz was expecting to see a bunch of young people there, but sadly it was more like a family day outing, yes, they had kids too. the funny part was, in the midst of a malay families and friends, we had a small group of chinese guys, i guess the cousin's colleagues, so we had techno music. even better, the guys at the next pit were dancing to it. its a case of good idea, bad idea. hahahaha... well, the four of us were seated away from the pit but her cousin was a good host ensuring that we had enuff food and drinks. it threatened to rain but didn't, maybe God mistook east coast for orchard road coz the place was really packed.

like all family day, this ended early too before midnight. fiz and i were like puzzled and since her things were at her cousin's place so we couldn't hang out. took a lift from them to aljunied where her cousin stays. then plans changed again, they decided to head to changi but i decided to head home as i was really tired and had to work the next morning. hailed a cab and made a promise to meet up again soon. well, it didn't turn out quite as expected even fiz was disappointed, as she expected a younger crowd. btw mel, fiza is a liverpool fan! hahaha..

okie now for the sad news, i might not be able to make it for 'womad' as i'll be working the afternoon shift. i'll end at 11pm, so its not point for me to pay the full entry as i'll only be able to make it there at 12pm; and i'll be working the morning shift on sat. if i'm not going to womad, fiz won't go but she really like to and meet you guys at the same time. maybe she could hang out with you guys first and i'll meet you guys later??? and if you guys are planning to hang out real late, then i'll change my shift to afternoon on sat. what say you... ????

hmmm...what a pleasant surprise, received a msg from jan koh. ;p

i could feel it in the air tonight

a close friend's dad passed away ytd morning. guess it starts a new chapter in her life, like it did for mine seven years ago. life still went on but sometimes, it does hits you. anyways, the air is thick tonight with the smell of smoke. reminds me of a phil collins song, i could feel it in the air tonight....well, its in the air alright!

list

let me do a run down of the songs i have on my list. "don't ask the reason why' and "i burn for you' are taken from the soundtrack of "the secret of my success', starring michael j. fox and helen slater; really loved that movie. check it out if you can, the soundtrack is superb coz you have david foster working on it. for those who do not know, andy gibb is the younger brother of the gibbs brother, yes the 'bee gees'. well, barry had asked andy to join bee gees but he declined and released an album, with the help of his bros of course. andy gibb unfortunately, died in 1988 at the age of thirty. remember reading it on the papers back then, a sad story.

well, moving on, for those who find steve perry familiar, well, he is none other than the frontman of journey. he took a break from journey, and went on solo carrer. lastly, robyn is ......not sure who she is. mike tyson ex-wife had the same name but apparently, this is a diif robyn and she's white. you can check out more of her songs on msn - music. the rest of on my playlist, i think you would know them or heard of them.

well, enjoy the music and let me know what u think about it.

spirits in the material world

there was a dead rat last night infront of my door. somebody had killed the rat and left it outside my front door. the same thing happened ytd, but it was left on the staircase. the cops were called and report given. we have really sick people out there and this is all my sis doings. the things she gets involved outside and bring it home, not even sparing a thought for my mom. let's see what this brave fools leave on my front door tonight. they probably end up the same way, its karma.

anyways, i was supposed to go out with fiza last night but i wasnt' feeling well. felt so bad actually, when i called her she was leaving bugis with her cousin already. so she said she will call me once she reached her cousin's place and called she did, after doing the dishes and sorts, it was after midnight. after talking for awhile, the phone got cut off, so i used my fixed line to call her. so there i was in the hall with the lights off, facing the wall with cabinets; in the reflection i could see the passage way to my room and the altar. while talking to her, i wondered if my eyes were playing tricks on me, cause in the reflection i could things moving and flying. the first time and second time, i brushed it off coz i tot my eyes were playing trick on me but when it continued, i was like okie...i quickly swtiched on the lights. then everyting was okie, we carried on talking till 3am until i was dozing off. she noticed it and said i should go and sleep, as she needs to rest too. felt so bad and apologies profusely. we arranged to meet up today to watched "The Maid" but she has to go out with her grandma to settle some stuff. but not to worry i'm gonna meet up with her on saturday for a bbq in east coast, details will be finalised tmr.

in other news, england 1 denmark 4. maybe fowler was right after all.