something worth hanging on to...

there u were, sitting in the smokey room and the nights about to end. the music's drowning every conversation possible. knew if i dont do this now, i wld never get a change to know you. so with confidance intact, i approached you, we spoke for awhile or manage too until the techno music drowned us out. so i had to resort to chatting thru the sms method and thats when we exchange numbers. after which, several sms and calls followed. we got to know each other better and you crack me everytime. we met up in groups but was always lost for words. so we stuck to sms n calls as we felt more comfortable this way. its funny how that we cld talk for hours on the phone, but grow blank when we meet up.

somehow, today was different. we spoke for an hr or so, n i decided to meet up wif u in tampines much to ur surpise. so tampines it was, the weather somehow played a part in it, setting the right mood for everything. got to know more about you and ur family n things u miss having in your life; your hopes and dreams! somehow, i felt attracted to you for the first time. wanted very much to hold ur hand n let u know that i cared. today i took a trip back to that smokey room, six months ago, on my way back from tampines, and i think to myself, it was worth it! i wanna hold ur hand again! :)