maybe

i long to hear your laughter again but all i hear is the emptiness of my room. oh why do i always make something so simple, complicated. you told me that you like the way things are at the moment and don't want to spoilt it but why do i feel that a part of me has just died. of the messages that we sent, i am not sure what to text anymore. maybe i should have been firm with you and tell you that i will take my chances with you no matter what happens or maybe things are better off this way. deep inside my heart's hurting as i long to hear your laughter again. missing you like crazy and i've forgotten how to cry.