been working like 12 hrs from mon to fridays and for like five saturdays now. finally i am going to take a break tmr. guess i am going thru a phase of not knowing what i want in life. another crossroads perhaps. long ago, i thought i would be settled down at the age of 41, but that i guess wont be happening. i have basically no life now. going back into the rat race and working till i drop just to get enough for the bills, food and daily expenses. when will the time come, when i don't have to ask how much before buying a thing. thinking back, was i foolish enough to part with $2k afterwhich i have gone deeper in debts. am i always this unlucky in everything. guess i am just fated to go through life without knowing my purpose in life. that sucks. the ugly truth rocks!!!
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