Sunday, February 25, 2007

the end of a new beginning

i am a guy whose is nearing 40's and still single.
i am a guy who stammers.
i am your friend when no one else is free to keep you company
i am someone without confidence.
i am someone without a future or drive.
i am someone you see as a friend and nothing more.
i am someone who once believed, who once cared.

but not anymore

All Good Things Come To An End

Mazlina

My Colleague
My Buddy
My Sister

It's been fun working with you. All the best in your future endeavours.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

I got this icebox where my heart used to be

Why cant I get it right, just cant let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I wont feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I cant help it
Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize, for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

Saturday, February 17, 2007

weekend

it's saturday, the eve of chinese new year but i'm working today, sigh!! got the long weekend to look forward though, gonna catch up on my sleep. nothing planned so far except going for mass later today and visiting a close friend in hospital on monday. she punctured her lungs during badminton, not sure how it happened but i received an sms from her @ 4am that she is still alive and everything is well. to vanessa, do get better and take care of yourself!! :)

well, three hours more to go and i'm outta here to enjoy the long weekend. to all my chinese friends, readers, secret admirers and fans, a very happy and prosperous new year to you!! ~gong xi fa cai~

Friday, February 16, 2007

it's al about me!!

thanks for all the calls and birthday wishes :)

had dinner with my colleagues on my birthday as i didn't have any plans. dinner was at pizza hut @ je. they even bought me a gift, a goldlion wallet and key pouch...sweet!! after dinner we went back home. a simple yet memorable birthday for me.....thanks guys!!!

alas, the weekend is here and chinese new year.... a long deserved weekend!! have a prosperous new year.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Saturday, February 10, 2007

saturday

its a stay home saturday!! wwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... not feeling too well thats why.... got 4 vcds to keep me entertained. enjoy your weekend!!

Friday, February 09, 2007

TgiF

wanted to change my blogskin but decided not to. guess i'll juz add some colors to it and bring some life to it!!


TGIF - but still got training after work, sigh...really looking forward to sleeping in on sat!! the youth rally is on sat @ cjc, if u can make it please do come and support the youths!! anybody got any plans after that?? :p hmmm... maybe i'll juz join fiz for steamboat at marina after the rally, see how.


a going to renew my contract, so i guess i'll be here for another year.. hope to see new faces come in, add some colors and life into the office -but for now, i'll juz retire for the day!! oh yes, i met someone on friendster. :)

Sunday, February 04, 2007

a weekend to remember!!

ytd was crazy.. never been too so many places in a single day. first stop was of course - work!! maintened a service level of 100!! gonna repeat the feat tmr which will be a big challenge coz its a monday!! a thought juz occured to me, since everybody hates monday can we just do our own things - forget abt calling, sending or replying an email or hold any meetings coz nothing goes through!! we wanna recover from the weekend.. ;p


anyways, i went to seoul garden @ taka for lunch with my colleagues not expecting anything, all i knew it was a belated birthday for my colleague. this people also celebrated my birthday along with other jan/feb babies. they even got us a balloon.. that explains why i was carrying 'patrick' (from sponge bob) all around ytd. so after eating ur fill, they brought out the cake and i wondered how i manged three slices of it. nonetheless, it was vey sweet of us guys.. thanks very much! :)


after lunch, the gals did abit of shopping at taka n centrepoint before walking down to the esplanade. its was a long walk indeed that they had to stop to get a drink at 7-11. :p upon reaching the esplanade, we went our separate ways.. went to find the gang but bump into chole n tim instead. then i saw tony & angie with the kids - was surprised to see them there actually. finally found mel and the rest. spoke to camra for awhile, its been a long time since i last met them. the gig was great - really liked their version of 'enjoy the silence', it was loud!! haha.. applause guys!!


after the second set, we sat down at harry's for a while before joanne had to leave for sentosa, cafe del mar. so mel drove us all the way to sentosa and just for the records, its been a freaking long time since i step into sentosa and i was practically excited..haha. oh yes, i hve not been to vivo city..i've only passed by it like three times only. so yea.. this is what happens when i work at the other side of the island. hahaha...


anyways, after dropping joanne off at sentosa.. mel dropped mary anne and myself at river valley and off to gotham penthouse we went. she was certainly in for a treat as four hunks clad n briefs only started dancing on the stage and all the gals were juz screaming. after showtime, we went to another location, as the gal wanted rnb music, so we entered attica,paid $28 for each and left without getting ourselves a drink. that plac is cetainly a ripoff. the freaking area was so small and cram and certainly not worth the $28 bucks. so yes, i blew $56 just like that. we went back to gotham and remain there till 5am. for $15 each, gotham was certainly worth it.. met two friends there infact and i must say i shld come down to gotham more often, lots of pretty gals not just that, pretty indian gals too!! hahaa... took the cab home and for once, a gal sent me back home.. :) its was indeed a weekend to remember!! cheers!!

Saturday, February 03, 2007

church bells will be ringing

yes, the boy has proposed to the girl and it was just too sweet that it almost brought me to tears!! to dwayne and christine, congratulations!! God Bless the both of you!!

Thursday, February 01, 2007

TGIF

finally the weekend is here, guess we all need the break!! it's been a tiring week and we got another five days more to go. let's ride this tide together... jia you!!

Monday, January 29, 2007

'The Story of 8 Monkeys'

(This is based on an actual experiment conducted in the UK) :

Put eight monkeys in a room. In the middle of the room is a ladder, leading to a bunch of bananas hanging from a hook on the ceiling.

Each time a monkey tries to climb the ladder, all the monkeys are sprayed with ice water, which makes them miserable. Soon enough, whenever a monkey attempts to climb the ladder, all of the other monkeys, not wanting to be sprayed, set upon him and beat him up.

Soon, none of the eight monkeys ever attempts to climb the ladder.

Then one of the original monkeys is then removed, and a new monkey is put in the room. Seeing the bananas and the ladder, he wonders why none of the other monkeys are doing the obvious. But undaunted, he immediately begins to climb the ladder.

All the other monkeys fall upon him and beat him silly. He has no idea why. however, he no longer attempts to climb the ladder.

A second original monkey is removed and replaced. The newcomer again attempts to climb the ladder, but all the other monkeys hammer the crap out of him.

This includes the previous new monkey, who, grateful that he's not on the receiving end this time, participates in the beating because all the other monkeys are doing it. However, he has no idea why he's attacking the new monkey.

One by one, all the original monkeys are replaced. Eight new monkeys are now in the room. None of them have ever been sprayed by ice water.

None of them attempt to climb the ladder. All of them will enthusiastically beat up any new monkey who tries, without having any idea why.

*..................and that is how most companies' policies get established.*

Sometimes, it feels like this at the workplace. Employees just do certain procedures because others are doing the same....without knowing why they do them and whether what they have been doing all along can be improved or changed. They say its the policy. At times, it feels it's just the standard practices that have been passed down from employee to employee.
Nothing else.

hearts on fire: now is the time!


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Sunday, January 28, 2007

a nighout

been staying back after work like the whole week and we hardly gor any life.. so on friday after ending at eight, my colleagues suggested dinner in town. after much hesitation, i joined them. but instead of dinner, we ended up @ the loof! - a rooftop bar at odeon towers, a cool chill out place. the kinda of place where u will find a nice blend of people. after the loof, we went to paulaner bräuhaus at millenia walk, it offers freshly-brewed german beer on the premises. guess we got to know each other better at millenia walk n i was a bit high. oh yes, the live band rocks! next stop -st james power station. anyone interested? ;p

went for the youth rally ytd at risen christ, it did touched me somehow and i hope the next rally session will be just as good.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Only the lonely

We walked the loneliest mile
We smiled without any style
We kiss altogether wrong
No intention

We lied about each others drinks
We lived without each other thinkin'
What anyone would do
Without me and you

Chorus:
It's like I told you
Only the lonely can play

So hold on here we go
Hold on to nothin' we know
I feel so lonely way up here

We mention the time we were together
So long ago, well I don't remember
All I know is that it makes me feel good now

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

life is art without an eraser

somethin a friend said today brought me back to reality and it really did hurt as i was moving away from something i believe in. guess, i really have some soul searching to do.. need to find myself again.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

the weekend!!

caught the match against the blues and its always sweet when we beat the blues. i guess when money gets in the way, it ain't football anymore. can see the jose was sending a message to the boardroom and thats a whole diff ball game. oh well, who's complaning!! Bring on Barca!!

Sunday, January 14, 2007

tired

had a not too bad sat although i had work today and work is actually fun when u minus out the callers, scoldings, complains and what not.. what counts is the colleagues i have and they are the wackiest colleagues i ever had.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

use the call force!!

its gonna be a busy week with work and more work.. might be going to MOS with my colleagues on feb 2nd - now that's something to look forward to.. yes, i do have some cool colleagues to chill out with....well, its the mid week..hope the rest of the days will be great and the weekend will be eventful, i hope.

thanks jamie i will bear that in mind .. *hugs*

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Reality Has Its Own Middle Finger

sunday afternoon - no one is online now - freaking bored!!

update
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well, its the second week of 2007 and i'll prob take the week to decide if i wanna stay in choir or leave for good, two decades is way too long to be in one place. besides, i'm involved with project j now and i guess i would be more happier there now. maybe, with the youth rally and retreat coming up, i'll be able to make a decision. till then, i hope to have a great week ahead. the weekend has been super boring... sometimes, i have a feeling of being used but i'll save that for another day. sleep beckons - good night!!