Thursday, September 08, 2005

Devil


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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

enjoy life when it is due!

well, its simple, the girls don't want a nice guy. they want someone to hit them over the head to show them who is boss, hump them twice a day and what u have not. the nice guys always get the same line over and over again, 'you're a nice guy but i can't see us more than friends, you deserve someone better.' I bet every guy out there might have got that line at least twice in your life. the next thing u know it, she's out with a total jerk, why? because he's drives and comes from a rich family. so in return, she bangs him every now and then, just to get the gucci bag that she saw the other day. when times are bad, she would call you for a shoulder to cry on and thats abt it, you don't see her till the next break up. she lets you know that you have been a wonderful friend and hopes she finds someone like you one day but right now she's enjoying the high life, sex, drugs and rock n roll. while you sit at home and wonder whats on tv, hoping for a phone call from her which never happens. but yet, you still hold a torch for her, hoping that one day she'll come to know just how much you love her.

years pass and one fine day she lets you know that she likes you because you have been there all her life. she has been thinking to herself alot lately, and it seems that you always pop up in the mind. somehow everything seems so perfect with you in the picture and she wonders how can she be so blind all these years. she hugs you and lets you know that she loves you and wish to spend the rest of her life with you. you take a step back from her and tells her that you have found someone and the both of you are planning to engaged soon and hope she can make it for the engagement. tears forms up in her eyes and she realised that she has only herself to blame. for she didnt realise what she had until its gone and so the story ends.

if only you gals take the time to look, you will find the ones you're looking for. time, media and culture have changed all of us. so stop lamenting that guys aren't great at all, it just that you have put ur hopes way too high. if your mom had that same hopes, you wouldn't be here now trust me! yes, i do open doors, pull out chairs, pay for meals and send them home so why am i still single? you tell me! all those things are just b.s., the end of the day its abt a bmw and a condo. so why do we have to be somebody we're not! yes, its cool to have a car and a condo, but some guys are just not cut out for those or wld prefer to lead a simple life. do u want someone who lives in a condo, drives a merc but spends his entire life in the office....trying to pay off the merc and condo??

i don't hate my life, yea maybe being short but guess i got to live with it. at least i got all my features intact. i did see a kid abt 5 yrs old at paris ris interchange abt a few years ago, the front of his face were smashed in. a handome chap actually, but sad that he got live his life like that. so i tell you, thank God for what you have and stop worrying that you dont have enuff. i know of some guys/girls who have almost everything but still argue that life sucks big time. if only we had an exchange program with a third world country, we could sent them there. it will be a lesson well learnt. for those, who thinks Singapore is boring and wld rather live someone else. please do, you would only come back to sg a year later. you guys have not seen life until you have seen the poorer side of a country and the conditions that these people live in. you will thank god and yr parents for the bungalow u live in. heck, you just have to vist a old estate in singapore and you will get transported into another time. you ask yourself how can these old folks live in their cramp three room flat all alone. one day it will happen to you, your kids will probably leave you in the old age home, coz u did that to their grandparents. its a cycle, its the future of things to come.

i am contented with what i have, my life, my friends and the things i have. if i ever get hitch, it will be a blessing but i am not gonna worry about not getting hitched. enjoy life when it is due.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

the answer to my death

gonna fall sick, i could just feel it. have not been sick since..... i can't remember when was the last time i was sick. just can't wait for my off days so i cld just sleep and have a good rest which is wat i need right now. *looks at my bed longingly* but *sigh* got to get ready for work.....the throat is hurting.


i am going down, losing control
everything is in a blur
would u be my devil angel?
the reason for my dreams
the answer to my death...

be my devil angel!

if i would to disappear, would you notice that i am gone?

if i would to cry, will you be there to wipe away my tears?

if i would to dance with the devil, would you be my devil angel?

Pimp My Page!

let me introduce you to something even cooler than friendster, welcome to "my space". i came across this site by chance actually not expecting anything. then i guess word spread, things got improved and yea, i even have 'mariah carey' on the list of friends among others. oh yes, the wedding date is set for bow wow and ciara, feb 14th 2006, and its from ciara. i've made a few new friends too here, ena aka smoking buddha, sasha, and cori. there's almost anything and everything u can find here, from hard rock, hip hop to jazz and blues. am thinking that manda shld showcase her talents here too, there are others like her too. "babe, if u are reading this, do u have a name for your artwork??" (mandaTpanda@WoRk!) hee...hee just came up with that! kinda cool yeah? i am so proud of her! she's gonna rawr big time one day, not only in singapore but all over the world!! hell yeah!

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Freedom Tower


The New York City Freedom Tower, which will stand 1,776 feet tall on the site of the former World Trade Center, is the work of the Lower Manhattan Development Corporation. It will serve as a beacon of freedom, and demonstrate the resolve of the United States, and the people of New York City.
Construction on the tower, which will have a cubic base, is slated to begin in early 2006. Steel will be visible above ground in 2007, and by 2010 the building will be ready for occupancy -- nine years after the World Trade Center was destroyed by terrorist attacks.
The site will also feature the Reflecting Absence memorial, which will honor the 2,986 men and women who died as a result of the terrorist attacks which thrust America, and the world, into war. Over 2,500 people died after the World Trade Center came crashing down to earth, and leaders vow they will never be forgotten.
Smoke clogged the air for many weeks after September 11th, and the rubble burned for months. New Yorkers, and America, will never be the same

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forgive and forget

i would like to give a shoutout to the anonymous people who left comments on my last post, thanks for your comments but fuck you!! please don't come around again and promote stuffs, thanks!! would appreciate comments but don't try selling your freaking business on my blog!!

its one of those days that i really can't put the words what i am really feeling like now. with music blasting loud i try to vent everything out here....you never really love me in the first place! all the words you said don't mean shit now, heck, you even told me to forgive and forget eveything you have said and done to me. i guess after what you have done to me today, i will forget everything that you have said and done to me but to forgive, it will take time as my heart needs time to heal. guess i don't really know what love is coz i never experienced it but you wanna know about hurt, yea, i got lots of experienced in it!! i will never fall in love again, its just crap! to be taken for a ride one too many times, make me wonder why i didn't actually had sex while i was at it, at least i would have gain something! fuck the world we live in and everything about it! satan is among us already and he is already fucking up everyone's minds!! be ready for the second coming!

Saturday, September 03, 2005

lost and clueless

finally after month of procrastinating, i finally paid a vist to the ira bldg today to get a replacement for my lost i.c. and since i was there, i tot might as well, renew my expired passport too. so i killed two birds at one time, and it took a total time of twenty mins to half an hr. total damaged: $150. so the moral of the story is, don't lose yr i.c.

met up with gab and we caught 'red eye', it wasn't so bad after all. after the movie, we went window shopping at orchard cine and bumped into christine. it was good seeing her after so long. gab n me, proceeded to taka, and decided to pay mary anne & mainey a visit. was telling gab, maybe we shld intro mary anne to germaine, since they are working so close to each other. hmmm....yea we will and we shld.
anyways, after shopping around in taka, we decided to go back to orchard cine abt an hr or so later and at the exact spot, we bump into christine n her friend again, talk abt concidence...but sorry i didnt check the timing or search for any numbers. :p

overall, it was a good day but i am not sure why i feel something is amiss... even as i sit here all alone in my office on a sat morning, something is not right. it just one of those days where i really need a hug, a need to cry out loud, a need to get her out of my mind, to put everything i thought we had, behind me. i really do not what i am really feeling now. totally lost and clueless. like i mentioned, something is not right today..hope i will see daylight. is the end near?

Friday, September 02, 2005

novena vs nova

can u smell it??? its friday!! hahahaha...

was out with fiz ytd, went to look at some furnitures for her new home at novena, balestier. while waiting for her i walked around and came across this lights shop. i swear they got almost everything there under one roof. its on the second floor of shaw center, balestier; beside balestier plaza - less than 10 mins from toa payoh by cab!

anyways, we were at novena looking at some furnitures together with her sisters, two of them.i thought the furniture were quite nice, so was the price...hahahaha. but when we went to nova at paya lebar the furnitures there were even better. i saw this bed that i liked...real cool! then there was some sofa that was a bit nicer than the ones at novena. it was good thing that things at nova was diff from novena, if not it was a pure waste of time. saw some things that i like and could be used in my room. so have to work hard on saving my money and transform my room into a real chill out place, and the bed i saw will be perfect!! okiez at least i have a goal now. hahahahaha....

i'm outta here, gonna have my lunch and make my i.c. after losing it a few months ago. for those who lost ur ic. and don't know how to go abt it, click here ----> F.A.Q.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

september

i managed to catch 'initial d' today on vcd. i was walking around nortpoint and it was like everywhere, my guess is that it was just released on vcd. well, the marketing stragety worked coz i bought the vcd. the movie was cool but nothing like luc beeson's 'taxi' or rob cohen's 'the fast and the furious'. but then again, it has it own punch. oh yes, i bought 'hitch' also. other then watch 'initial d', i pretty much did nothing except update my music payer. currently my fav song is, lil rob's 'summer nights'...its such a chill out song! so if anyone got the song, please send it over.

hmmm... we're in the month of september already, funny how time flies real fast. so do what u hve to do today, coz tmr will also pass you by. live life like you were dying! i guess we have to enjoy the moment and not worry too much of it. the more time you spent worrying the last time you have to yourself. so space out and enjoy u!
oh well, let see what september has in stall for us.

Monday, August 29, 2005

you'll never walk alone!

Michael Owen is set for a dramatic return to Anfield and if he does, Liverpool would have the deadliest strike force in the EPL and we will be abe to challenge Chelsea for the title. The Super Cup is just a start of things to come. Owen has already publically stated his reluctance to join Newcastle, who have lodged a 16 million offer, unless it is based on a season-long loan. With the arrival of Robinho in Real, Owen's would be warming the bench more often. A move to Anfield would do him good and a place in England squad. After all, which team won the Champions League last season for the fifth time!

Talking about Champions League, Everton has failed to qualify for the 2nd phase. It should be a relief to all Liverpool due to the fact of how much they were boasting last season. It just to show that they are not ready for the bigger competitions. A quick check shows that they are at the bottom of the table these season with just one win. Where's Liverpool then? Well, we're mid-table with two games in hand! A win in both games would put us second place if not third. Even Wigan is above Everton, man! I tell you, Wigan is the team to watch these season, they kept Chelsea at bay for 93 minutes and that deserves a standing ovation! *applause* . I certainly hope they go on and beat Man United. hee ... hee


Well, its gonna be an interesting season and we are gonna give Chelsea a run for their money these season! I have this thing aganst Chelsea now because of Mourinho and I hope Liverpool kicks them out of the Champions League, just like they did last season!

updated:
*sigh* in the end, the dream was not meant to be. Owen signs for Newcastle. Furthermore, if I am not mistaken, morientas and cisse has been loan out for a season. Seems like its gonna be a repeat of last season. What hve u done, Rafa?

in the end

finally its all over...the mass was good and so was the soundmen! hahahaha... its a nice way to end my otherwise miserable the week. maybe becoz someone made me smile today! :)

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Cori Yarckin


Cori Yarckin
22-years old
Orlando, FL
Rock / Powerpop / Pop

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It's a website where upcoming artiste see if they got what it takes to be the next big thing. Cori is the Featured Artist of the Month and she's getting airplays in the states as we speak!

So if you don't know her name by now, i guarantee you will soon.
Check out her music on My Space and if you dig her music, her CD is available Online!

Oh yes, you can also download her album, "Ringing in my Head".

Friday, August 26, 2005

as i sit here and ponder..

in the end, womad was not meant to be for me. *sigh* like i said, its been a crappy week and i am not sure why. its seems that i am missing someone or something... can't really put my finger on it. also i hate the feeling of being broke when there's so much things are happening. also i finally met someone but i do not have enuff time to spend with her. its like some unseen forces working against it. i certainly hope things will change once i settled down in my new job. being broke would be a thing of the past and i also hope i will be able to spend more time with fiza. she has asked me out tmr...*sigh* .. will be working the afernoon shift tmr again ... why can't all this be next week when i will be more financially sound. well, hope this week or month ends soon and hope next month will look brighter. i'm outta here... *missing u*

life is a box of crap, you'll never now when you're gonna one

Thursday, August 25, 2005

life is a crap when others decide to take a crap in it!

its one of those days when u feel you got so much things to blog about but can't seem to put the feelings into words. it has been a crapy week, and i'm just in a lousy mood. why can't life be simple as i want to be, why must people interfere with my life and tell me how to run it. no ones tells me how to run my life unless u have it made in life! like i said, god made life simple, but it's people that make things difficult and complicated. just lead your bloody own life and stop trying to take the speck out of anyone's eye when u have a bloody log in your own eye! its like freaking america, man! trying to solve the world's problem when the kids are shooting each other in schools!! life is a crap when others decide to take a crap in it! i'm outta here!! womad tmr, yeah! time to get high and dry!

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

a lesson learnt..

i learnt a valuable lesson yesterday. no matter how tight a friendship can be, some words or actions do hurt esp if its of the opposite sex. though it might mean nothing to you, it might mean something to the other party; after all we are human beings!
missing someone at this point! oh well, hopefully she can make it this friday.
anyways, i have tendered in yesterday and will be starting on my new job in a month's time. yes, thats means i could spend more time with the choir, make things happen from now to dec or jan. then go back into teaching cathecism next year. hopefully, everything works out well...the signs so far are encouraging. see how things fly next year.
to be continued....

countdown to womad

i couldn't change my shift for friday so i guess i'll make it there after work. got a surprise call from debz earlier and she might be coming to womad. this girl, i tell you, got the brains and beauty but her passion is short span. if she really get her act together, she will make it big one day and i know she will, mark my words!

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Monday, August 22, 2005

for all the singles out there...



Sick of hearing 'Let’s just be friends'?
Urgent advice for guys who always end up in the platonic pals zone. By Myatt Murphy

20 ways to break the ice
Simple ways to get a conversation started. By Kari Molvar

Tales from the singles' table
The ups and downs of attending a wedding alone. By Rory Evans

Great date, no kiss
You thought you clicked, but the night didn’t end the way you hoped for. What’s going on? By Hillary Quinn

Are you being two-timed?
A private eye reveals the six signs to look for if you have suspicions. By Bill Keith

How to speak lovey-dovey
Learn some new terms of endearment today and wow your sweetie. By Karen Salmansohn

The secret to meeting your match
If you’ve got a narrow idea of what you want in a mate, you could be missing out on Mr./Ms. Right. By Arthur Jeon


Flirting secrets from a southern belle
Southern belle Ronda Rich shares her secrets to making a connection, Dixie-style. By Ronda Rich

How—and when—to spill your office romance
5 steps for clueing in those nosy coworkers. By Lisa Lombardi

No sex, please!
A new study suggests that one in 100 adults is asexual. Could you be one... or dating one? By Jeannie Kim

7 dates that only feel expensive
Who knew? A great time may be just a few bucks away. By Anna David

Attention, men! 4 signs that she's into you
You can tell a lot about a woman before she even opens her mouth. By Matt Christensen

Body language basics
We'll talk with Ann Demarias, Ph.D. about reading and understanding non-verbal communication. By Marcia Jedd

Everything I learned about love, I learned online
Online dating can really teach you about life and love. Find out how! By Dee Anne Stiles