Lips of an Angel - Hinder

love this song by hinder, it just brought thoughts of someone not too long ago.

Lips of an Angel - Hinder

Honey why you calling me so late

It's kinda hard to talk right now

Honey why you crying is everything okay

I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight

And yes I dreamt of you too

And does he know you're talking to me

Will it start a fight

No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

(And I never wanna say goodbye)

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late

bored!

i'm bored.... really really bored!! stayed home the whole day... sucks!! have not been in touch with the girl of late. guess somethings have changed btwn us and it cant be brought back. think i should start dating again.. find a nice hot gal to fill up my weekends.

time will only tell

sat came and went - the only highlight was @ starbucks with andi....ah!! came back home pretty early on a sat night actually @ 9pm. come to think of it, i was out since 9am - had wedding in the morning then lunch reception; headed to starbucks to chill out; back to church again for choir prac; attended mass; dinner @ kopi tiam then headed to bk to meet the rest but they left soon after - each having their own plans and agenda, so i headed home. i really missed the old days in the choir - the unexplained bond that we all have, nothing can replace it.

something to ponder on

rod and i were having a conversation about 9/11 the other day and carol was trying to digest it. a lot of questions were left unanswered though like where were the fighter jets. i didn't think much of it earlier, but if memory serves me right, a commercial airline was shot down years ago because it had diverted off it course: - 1983 : Korean Airlines flight shot down by Soviet Union!

that was like 18 years prior to sept 11, 2001; and i believe techonology has advanced so much since then. so why was there no warnings given or any actions taken when four airliners have diverted from its original course. there are also reports indicating that flight 93 was actually shot down: - "DC Envoy Says Bush Ordered Flight 93 Shot Down" so was 9/11 a hidden agenda?? well, one day we'll know the truth behind the lies.

we went on talking about the violence in indonesia, 'when two tribes go to war' - dayaks and the Madurese. what rod told us made my hair really stand; we all knew that the dayaks went ard head hunting the madurese for diff reasons but there's more to what happened back there and maybe even now. things that made people question their own faith, is there greater god. the dark side it is not, its something much more deeper than that. so say yr prayers and believe in yr faith and religion - as long as it teaches u good, u're on the right path.

FEBRUARY SMARTS

FEBRUARY SMARTS

Abstract thoughts.

Loves reality and abstract.

Intelligent and clever.

Changing personality.

Attractive.

Sexiest out of everyone.

A real speed demon.

Has more than one best friend.

Temperamental.

Quiet, shy and humble.

Honest and loyal.

Determined to reach goals.

Loves freedom.

Rebellious when restricted.

Loves aggressiveness.

Too sensitive and easily hurt.

Gets angry really easily but does not show it.

Dislikes unnecessary things.

Loves making friends but rarely shows it.

Horny.

Daring and stubborn.

Ambitious.

Realizing dreams and hopes.

Sharp.

Loves entertainment and leisure.

Romantic on the inside not outside.

Superstitious and ludicrous.

Spendthrift.

Tries to learn to show emotions.

it's better to be burn in hell, than to fade away!!

back in '95, i was intro'd to J by a good friend, C. we became real close that i wld forget my good friend at times. i wld finish work at 5.30pm but wld wait for J to finish work at 10.30pm at yaohan orchard (now known as plaza singapura) @ guardian. she was doing part-time there - during the day she's a child care teacher. so we wld head back to bishan, have a late dinner and juz hang out under her block till abt 2am. wld take the cab back and get trashed by my late dad for coming home late but i'll always give work as an excuse - this would happened every tues and thurs.

then one day we attended a dinner and dance by some community we were actively involved - a ballroom filled with indians. so we were liked a couple or thats wat she made it seemed to everyone else. she wld hug me tight, lean on me and act all mushy mushy. when i offered to dance with her, she looked at me shock amazement - wat wld the older folks think of us. n she happily went off to danced with some other guys; leaving all the uncles and aunties from other tables, looking at me with that 'isnt she yr girlfriend' kinda look. right, she isn't offically my gf so i had no right to tell her off. when everything was over, the four of us - C & J & another guy friend and me, spent the night at my good friend's place. no people, we didnt have any mass orgy. just remembered my good friend doing a slow dance with her crush and it was really beautiful.

anyways, the next morning, whilst sending J in a cab back home, i asked her if we could take a step further, and be serious abt each other. that's when she told me that she was still very much in love with her bf - she's just waiting for him to come back from his studies. so that was it, i told her the guy she was looking for was long gone one day ... the calls soon died after that. i remember crying in my workplace when no one was around. fast forward to yrs later, i met another girl but it ended the same way. her bf was in the army and i was a fill in whenever her bf was away. it doesn't end there, she still expects a ring, dress n shoes every month. i ended it there and then. a friend told me that i shld have at least bang them - looking back now i wonder why was i so naive. sigh...

back to the future, it just the same story all over again. of all the things i've said and done, it just meant nothing to you. words are easier said than meant. yes, i made u and many other girls realise that nice guys do exist but that's abt it. no more will i be a believer of love and everything that surrounds it. being used and trashed one too many times isn't my idea of a relationship nor friendship. girls still prefer the bad boys that wld provide them with wild sex, drugs & the rock n rolls of life!! so why be the nice guy when it's so much more fun being the bad guy. it's better to be burn in hell, than to fade away!!

another lost

there is one thing that will be on the minds of many liverpool fans - why can't liverpool beat chelsea in the premiership?? yes, we lost again but its okie, its still too early in the season and besides portsmouth is on top of the table. the retired club, as mel puts it. :p

guess my lung infection is about to make a return, could feel it whenever i cough. it seems like age is really catching up with me. gotta take things slow and easy.

i have ice cube on my mind

the good thing about having friends around is always the last minute plans that we make up. so last night i ended up @ minds cafe with - up, soffie, andi, mel, carol & me @ prinsep street. we had loads of fun acting up the charades and created our own rules as we went by. we left at 2am. up & soffie headed home; the remaining four didn't have any clue of what to do so we headed towards chijmes. soon we found ourselves infront of ice cube, met amanda & nicole there. didn't enjoy myself there though, was tired, the lights were playing tricks on my eye and the music was just too loud. left the place like 4am and slept in the cab ride home. spent the rest of sunday catching up on my sleep and woke up at 4pm.

gotta go out again soon to my bro's place and after that to melvin's place to watch the big game. its gonna be another entertaining night. you will never walk alone!!

weekend

i got my i-pod shuffle working finally, limeware here i come. :p anyways, i've watched russel peters 'show me the funny' and i must say that it wasn't as funny as the previous ones but stll enjoyable to watch.

it's another weekend with nothing much in store except work & church on sat and the big game on sunday - chelsea vs liverpool. its the game to watch.

but for now, it's bedtime and back to work in 7hrs time.

good night

my site!

for the records i hve not watched tokyo drift, the song juz reminds me of a special moment last weekend. hope u guys like the rest of the songs & maybe let me know what u wanna hear on hear on my site!! cool, eh!!

Fragile Life

before i go on, i just wanna highlight one thing - i only received monday sms @ 2am this morning, hence why i never replied. so @ 2am in the morning, i received an sms that sent @ 9am informing me that a friend's wife had passed away. i was like it couldn't be cause i juz saw them like last month n she was good. learnt later today that she had breasts cancer and it all happened rather quickly. went for the wake today alone ; my friend who was putting a brave front and his little daughter was mixing ard with her little cousins. i could still remember at easter, his daughter was asking the mother how come she never married me, infront of the father and we all had a very good laugh. never crossed anybody's mind that the Lord will take her away so soon - leaving behind her husband and 7 yr old daughter. do keep her and her family in our prayers.

weekend with carol

glad that carol's surprise 21st birthday turned out better than expected. the plan was to go to harry's @ esplande - one night stand and gotham after that, was totally impromptu. well, like they say, impromptu sessions always turns out memorable. Happy 21st Birthday, Caroline!!

It's a boy after four decades!!

Japan’s Princess Kiko has given birth to a baby boy, the first male heir in more than 40 years. If you take a minute and think abt it, a male heir after 40 years....that's something ain't it, a history in the making and we're part of it. Not sure why but I do feel happy for the Royal Family and if I were them, I would declare a holiday!! My heartfelt congrats to Prince Akishino and Princess Kiko.

radio blog

juz finished uploading the songs, well some of it as the site is undergoing maintenace now. oh, well, do check back for more songs tmr. oh yes, the jay chou's song is not a mistake - simply love the song. ;p

Respect

RESPECT

Steve Irwin

1962 - 2006

Rest In Peace

welcome to the world

born: 14 Aug 2006
Introducing Ms Micaela Belleza Carvhalo, daughter of Mr & Mrs Carvhalo; better known to us as Delvin & Debbie. Isn't she beautiful. :)

who's that girl?

met up with the girl ytd in yishun, was surprised that she came down to see me. we spoke quite a fair bit and also cleared some issues, so that we understand each other better. i never had someone loving and missing me at the same time even though its from a friend, and the girl and me are the best of friends.

whats the story morning glory

not sure what i want in life as i know i have nothing in life that i can offer. it may be the reason why i am still single.. afraid to be committed, afraid that i can't support my second half. deep down i know i am loser at my age, no career, no life and no one to call my own. which gal would fall for a guy like me who is never himself, masking his own true feelings and intentions. i am not perfect, no one is and everyone of us has skeletons stuck somewhere in our closets hoping that it will never come out as we hope to change our ways. deep down i just afraid of the future and where it's gonna bring me but i masked with a smile and a laugh, thinking everything will be alright - helping others be somebody someday as i couldn't help myself. not sure if its the right thing to do.not sure of anything anymore, not sure who are my friends anymore, friends who claimed they will be there for anything but never was. guess they're just busy with their own lifes and that i'm not worth returning an sms but i do hve true friends whom i know will be there till the very end.

saturday

it's sat and i'm bored @ home!! people juz dont reply to sms - they might have more important friends.. oh well. will be catching soccer at hutton's place later but thats like midnight. not sure what to do btwn now & then, and thats like 7 hours..........sigh!! shld i go for a jog, watch a movie or juz sleep at home - but i'm hungry.